Never Ending Story

Nice Song I Share In Jan 2012

2012-01-26T23:21:00.002+08:00

Nice Song which I recently listen to ;>

Hopefully you guys like these MVs which I share. ;>

How is Everyone Lunar Dragon Year?

2012-01-26T22:46:00.003+08:00

Gong Xi Fa Cai to everyone!! How's everyone collection of Ang Bao for Singles and Youngester? For Me I am not able to collect any Red Packets this year due to Status Change.. Lolx.. Is my turn to give Red Packets to Baby and Young children.. Feel very different in giving instead of receiving.

On the 1st day of New year, my hubby wasnt feeling well. But he still insist to go Bai Nian with me. So sweet of him isnt it? Be grateful that under my excellent care he got recover the very next day.. Didnt affect our New year Mood. So Day 2, we had a long day visiting a few places like MIL hse, Hubby's Auntie Hse, My own Hse and my uncle's hse. Busy day right? On that day itself I have eat 3 rounds of Goodies Food.. Well I mean Real Goodies Meal.. OMG that goes my Diet plan.. ;<

And on the 3rd day of CNY, both me and Hubby had our own Date.. And we decided to go for a movie at the new shopping 112 Katong. It was a small area with small shops, and it wasnt very crowded. This is the show which we watch.

Jack and Jill is really a comedy which also filled with Loved and Laughters. Recommend people to catch this movie. ;>

Attention Koreans Fans

2012-01-18T22:06:00.003+08:00

Here are some Korean MV for Korean Fans which I accidentally came across, even thought I do not understand Korean, but however music doesnt have any Barrier in terms of Languages right?

Hopefully you all like these music Video which I personally liked.. OMG I'm so addicted.

Mini Flea Market

2012-01-10T22:17:00.003+08:00

Realise any changes in my Blog? I have created a Page call Mini Flea Market. This idea came from last Sunday 8th Jan, I was having a Flea Market Sale at Scape with my Friend Sze.

This is the first time both of us do a Flea Market booth. In Deed was fun and the whole things let us gain experience how to do in the Flea Market and who is the target Audience over there. So next time round we shall have another round of Flea Market sale perhaps after CNY. And we will be more prepare.. Haha..

Support my Mini Flea Market now.. ;>

Happy 2012 to all of you

2012-01-01T15:37:00.004+08:00

Today is 1st Jan of 2012, wishing everyone here a Happy New Year. May all of you have a blissful days filled throughout this year.

How do you spend your last day of year 2011? Join in the funs at the countdown at Marina Bay or Sentotsa? Mine was just a ordinary one spend with my Hubby over a dinner at Jack's Place Nex. We had their New Year Eve dinner set which is a cost effective choice as they have main course, soup, dessert and appetiser plus a Drink.

On the 30th Dec, I finally extend my contract and bought a new iphone 4s at $0 dollar. Hopefully with brand new handphone, my career would grow and work hard together with my Hubby!!

He's Beautiful aka You are Beautiful

2011-12-28T22:46:00.003+08:00

Yesterday I have finally finished a Korean Drama show, He's is Beautiful (Yuan Lai Shi Mei Nan), acted by Park Shin Hyue and Jang Geun Suk. Very glad that the ending is a Happy one, however dont know whether does this show have part 2? ;> Is a show full of comdey and also Love.

Sharing with you the OST of this korean show, credits goes to people uploads to YOUTUBE. ;>

Hopefully you all loved this show as much as I do? Finally watch finish this show, what's next then? HK or Korean or Taiwan Drama? haha... my Hubby is going to kill me... OMG!!

Xmas celebration 2011

2011-12-26T11:56:00.005+08:00

Yesterday was 25th Dec, Christmas Day.. Hopefully everyone out there have a Great One with your beloved ones. As for me, I had a great Gathering with my Family Members over a Christmas Dinner.

Our Christmas Dinner costs of Turkey, Hams, Sausage, Fries, Nuggets and also Pizza. After that we have Games like Bingo and also Gift Exchange ;> Hopefully all of them gets something which they like..

Also looking forward to my next Event Organising for my Family members, we shall have this often as Family are important..

HAPPY BOXING DAY TO ALL OF YOU..

Merry Christmas to all of you

2011-12-23T14:46:00.002+08:00

HOHOHO, 2 more days will be Christmas coming. Hopefully everyone are in a season of love and party. For me, I am very delightful to receive my 1st and only Christmas gift from a couple client. Although is not something expensive, but at least is the thoughts that count. Thanks to Doris and Rusdi, who have really make my day. Feel so happy. Sound like a small girl am I? haha...

Yesterday a friend of mine called me to seek help for buying present for his GF..so funny a person like him would also buy present for his GF? I think he is a work maniac who work almost 12 hours a day.. And he still ask me for advice to buy something for his GF? (who doesnt even know his gf) how would i Know her taste etc? Anyway tha maturity and taste also different isnt it? haha... Somehow I am quite touched as at least he still make the effort to shop for something to his GF right? As I say is not a matter of what is the price of the Gifts, but is the thoughts that count. Ermmm.. Maybe for me la, I not saying most of the GIRLS think that way (disclaimer). Hahaha.. but in the end, dont know whether this friend of mine managed to buy something with his $500 budget from Tiffany n Co?

Anyway to all my friends and Strangers out there, a Merry Christmas to all of you and May this season of Love fill your surrounding. ;P

Function & Gathering

2011-12-21T10:00:00.003+08:00

Good Morning Everyone, was back in blogging finally since 14th Dec till now. Past few days was a busy one for me as I have gatherings to attend.. ;>

Last Sunday on the 18th Dec, is was my good friend, Shin's wedding. Although both of us wasnt so close as before after graduate from Poly, but she is a very nice friend to have. Was very happy for her as both her hubby and her was my polymate, they have been dating since poly year 2 till now, OMG a good 10 years isnt it? Both of them are really MR N MRS Smart people. It is really a very tough job for Shin to maintain a LONG distance relationship as out of this 10 years, 5 years was a LONG distance relationship as her hubby was studying in Australia. May both of them have a blissful marriage ahead and create a future call HOME..

After sunday lunch Wedding, I have a terrible headache sia. Maybe I shouldnt drink any wine to add on the tension I already had before the commencement of the Lunch Wedding. ;> At Night, my beloved Hubby cooked a very Delicious dinner for me while I was sleeping. So sweet of him isnt it? ;P

Monday was a gathering of my Secondary friends, with Sze, Ting and also Yin. Ad didnt make it as her children wasnt feeling well. Only then I realise that my current blog was still reading by Ting, OMG next time cannot write ur Bad stuff here liao.. Hahaha... Anyway glad that this Blog was still Rmb by you. ;> All 3 of us had a great chat throughout that night dinner and Yogurt.. Looking forward to our next meetup, hopefully wont drag too long. Thanks for listening and advicing me that day..

This entry doesnt really serve any purpose, but however is just expressing my Thanksfulness and Blessing to my Friends.

Emo Day

2011-12-14T12:14:00.003+08:00

I really dont know who to talk to, therefore I decided to blog it down. Why do people gets married? Is it really important to find someone similar to you and have the common interests with you? One of my guy friend asked me a question, people gets married and have children then I also follow them right? My reply to him was maybe he is right, cos upon married I didnt really think alot, I just feel that he is the one for me. And whatever differences we have, I believ LOVE can overcome them. I told my friend, what is the point of thinking so much, when the feel is right then is right. If LOVE can be think logically then it wont be LOVE anymore.

Before gets married, my hubby and I are quite different poles of the world. Like most of the girls out there, I love romantic stuff (not neccessary must be money purchase stuff), surprises, little tiny thoughts to show he knows me and understand me. My hubby on the other hand is a very spendthrift guy, who think of getting his first pot of gold and then can enjoy. When we statrted to plan for marriage till now, I have been compromising him, by cutting down my personal expenses. But whatever I do he dont seems to appreciate. He always think that I am quite hard to maintain, but to be very frank, I am actually quite a easy maintenance girl who doesnt expect her hubby to buy her diamonds, branded bags etc. Cos I understand the current circumstances we have.

Before we got married, I always have the kind of romantic thinking whereby both of us can really work hard together and create our first pot of gold and then both of us can do whatever we like. In the end, this idea seems to be easy but hard to carry out. Cos one person effort might not be enough. Cos he dont think that way, his mentality is that it doesnt matter how much you earn, is how much you can save. And income always come in Different sorts of form, not neccessary must work hard in Insurance line and can relay on Trading.

To be frank, he is correct in his sense. Income comes in different forms. But without the main stream of income, there wont be 2nd or 3rd stream of income isnt it? He have the talent and skill in his trading, and I really hope that he can be successful in what he is good in.

Please do not be mistaken that my Hubby is not good. Instead he is a very good, caring hubby to me (apart from Money or work related issue). I just thought of having a effective communication with him. I just wants to be his friend and also his partner in life, and create a better future for both of us and our kids in the future. And not always because of small little issue like Money or work and affects our relationship. I believe that everything would turn out fine in this coming year 2012.

Already Famous

2011-12-11T23:09:00.003+08:00

Last Sunday I went to watch a movie with My Hubby, finally after a long time. That show that we watch is Already Famous, a show directed and written by Michelle Chong. Is a show acted by Xiao Gui and Michelle Chong.

A very comdey show which is also quite meaningful. As it describe that we should never give up our Dream. What ever we wants to do, just put in your hearts to do when you are young. No matter the outcome is what, as long as you did your best. No matter what your dreams are, whether is it to be a Actress, Singer, or even a Doctor. Just do your best to fulfill them.

Below are some clips of this show,

Although I am not a Michelle Chong's fan, but i think she is really very talented.. May she produce more good movie in the future. Let's support Local Show often.. ;>

Nice Song in 2011

2011-12-08T14:57:00.002+08:00

Every year there are quite a number of nice songs regardless of Languages, here are Some Nice Songs from year 2011 as a memories for myself and people who loved music.

These are some of my Favourite songs for this 2011. Hope you guys liked it..

My Fav Classic Songs

2011-12-08T12:41:00.003+08:00

Some Classic songs which I really liked it and wants to share with people out there.

Credits goes to the people who loaded this videos on Youtube. Hope you guys liked it..

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2011-12-08T09:34:00.000+08:00

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You are the apples of my Eyes

2011-12-07T17:20:00.003+08:00

Although I haven watch this show (You are the apples of my Eyes) before, but I came to hear the OST of this Show from my friend. And I find them really Nice.

Hope you all enjoy the songs. Credit given to people who uploaded on Youtube.. You guys rocks..

Just Random Thoughts

2011-12-07T16:26:00.004+08:00

Since my last entry till now was already 5 days. Actually I am a very lucky person so far to have people who loved me and friends around me. And I recently dont know why I always have that kind of feeling something not good is going to happen. I am quite worried for my Uncle. Hopefully miracle do happen to him.

Recently I also feel that when a couple got together from BFGF to Husband and Wife, the relationship tend to change quite differently. Is from very loving to not so loving. Perhaps is another different stages of Life isnt it? That's why women tend to be older faster is because women feeds on Romances.. Furthermore I am a person who expect some simple romances but my husband on the other hand is a not romantic person. He thinks romances is a waste of money.. But actually I want is the hearts that counts. At least he spend time preparing or shop for cheap gifts.. I am not asking for LV, Prada Bags etc. Not everything can be purchase by Money right?

I am not complaining my hubby, he is a good guy, who understand me very well, care about me and most importantly he dont gamble and smoke.. haha.. Hopefully all of you haven been drowned by my nagging..

One very true things is, I am not going to care so much now as whatever have been fixed.. I cant simply because of this small little issue and get divorce right? I would still do my part as a wife even though my hubby is a Stingy guy who dont express his affection to me much. Just treasure people around me. P/s: Not everyone can be destinated to be part of your life. Some just come into your life and left some hurting marks or scars on you. However nevermind just pick yourself up and welcome another new chapter of your life.

Techno Songs. ;P

2011-12-02T10:47:00.003+08:00

Today is the 2nd day of Dec which left 29 days before Year 2011 come to the end. And suddenly I have the urge to listen to Groove Music or Short say Techno Music.. I m sharing with you some videos which used to be my Fav Techno Music when I went to Club few years back..

I m aware that all these songs are quite long ago. Perhaps during my years they are the hottest songs in most of the club. I wonder are they still now? ;P

May God of Nature blessed my loved ones

2011-11-30T12:37:00.002+08:00

This week have been a up and down for me. As last Saturday i attended a Happy event which is my Brother in Law's Wedding. It was a outdoor event located at a very far away place near Kranji. It was a very nice place as you are nearer to the nature. The place is called garden Asia located at Neo Tiew Crescent.

After the happy event, the next day my uncle was admitted to Hospital due to Breathing difficulties. Doctor certifiate that his lungs have Water. And he just did an operation to draw the water out of his lungs. Doctor also did an biopsy for him, and from his body tissue it seems to be unhealthy tissue, might be a cancer.

I now really realise that a person's mood can let a person's health detoriate. ;< Hopefully may everyone around people who loved me and I loved be happy and healthy. Cos Health is always very important no matter how rich you are you cant buy back health and time. Therefore dont do things that might lead to remorseful. Just like what my cousins, who always make my uncle angry and he always think that my uncle very rich. Common no matter whether my uncle is rich or not is also non of his biz. As this is my uncle hard earn money. Even though he did claim before from his insurance payment 10 years ago due to nose cancer. This is still his money isnt it? Hopefully after this case may make him more mature and not just pretending to be good to my uncle. Sorry if i sound abit blunt but I really cannot Tahan his action and his saying.

The Frog is back. And he’s not alone.

2011-11-28T11:08:00.000+08:00

For those who are born in the 80s in Singapore. I believe this cartoon is not not familiar to you. Here is the good news, for those who want to refresh their childhood memories, they are coming to Singapore for Show.

Simply click on the link for more information. Just sharing with you guys.
The Frog is back. And he’s not alone. Learn more about #TheMuppetsSG at Disney Studios SG FB page now!

Princess Hours Lovers

2011-11-24T00:24:00.002+08:00

Back from my HK trip, I found out that I have gone crazy for another Old korean Drama, which was my first addicted korean drama, Goong aka Princess Hours. And I am going to share with you some links for the MV in this show.

A very Nice Song. Although it wasnt the main theme.

The main theme of this whole drama show.

Another touching Song.

The end of my Sharing. Credit to those people who tabulate the videos in Youtube. ;P
Super comparable couples. Same goes to Ariel and Joe cheng from ISWAK 1 & 2. ;P Both couples look sweet and cute together.

Burger King Lovers out there

2011-11-20T09:29:00.000+08:00

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Tech-no idiot for me

2011-11-20T09:27:00.000+08:00

Check out the videos of tech crazy ppl who #CantLiveWithoutTech. Submit your own video you stand to win many attractive prizes!

Hong Kong Trip

2011-11-18T13:00:00.002+08:00

Went to HongKong for 4 days with my friend only. Left my Hubby in Singapore alone.. Poor him.. Although this trip was only 4 days but it was indeed very tired. The last time i went to Hongkong was 5 years ago.. ;>

Places i went to this time round, beside Disneyland and also Madam Tussande Wax Museum. ;P The feeling I have this time round was not very happy cos the whole HOngkong Culture seems to change. And their service level seems to be getting worst as compare to Taiwan and Thailand.

The hotel which we stay this time round was not very good. Bed quite hard and also the pillow was very uncomfortable. Perhaps one price one quality.

hotel; Metropark Hotel Mongkok
Venue; near Prince Edward MTR.

Advantage was that the room was spacious as compare to the previous 5 yrs ago at Dorsett Seaview located at Tsiam San Shui. Recontinue my blog again in my next post. Currently haven upload my photos yet.

My Wedding Album ;P

2011-11-10T22:07:00.007+08:00

Previously I mention that I have just complete my Traditional Customary this Year. I have forget to mention about the Beautiful Wedding Album I have taken in Taiwan. Thanks to BlueBay Wedding for the Nice photos and also a gd friend of mine, her recommendation.

I sharing with you my whole Wedding Album. If you guys anyone going to oversea for Photoshoot, do go for Blue Bay.

Picture taken beautiful right? This is indeed an experience as photoshoot in Singapore is become a Norm. I am not saying Singapore Bridal shop are not good, is just the location too common. ;>

The Magical Effects

2011-11-08T10:29:00.000+08:00

In Episode 6 the final episode of Olay project 360 we will finally find out who the winner of the series is! #olay360

What is Love to you?

2011-11-07T11:44:00.003+08:00

This is an entry which i wrote when i was 21 yrs old. What is Love?

It hurts to love someone and not be loved in return but what is the most painful is to love someone and never find any courage to let the person know how you feel. Maybe God wants us to meet a wrong person before meeting the right one so that when we truly meet the right person, we should know how to be grateful for that gift.

Love is when you take away feeling, passion, romance and you still care for that person. A sad thing about life is that when you meet someone who means alot to you only to find out in the end it was not meant to be and you got to let go.

Love start with a smile, develops with a kiss and end with a tears. Go for someone who makes you smile cos only smile can make a dark day seem brighter. Hope you can find that person..

What is Love to me NOW will be a different stages of life.Is all about commitment and also responsiblity. I do believe with good communication, your the other partner will understand what is on ur mind.. Dont ever assume your partner will understand you, sometimes even you dont understand yourself. So communicate with your hearts and not your mind. Cos only with opening Hearts, your partner would be able to understand.

Wishing all couples no matter married or going to get married to be XIN FU always..

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2011-11-05T10:38:00.000+08:00

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Making someone smile NOW!! Thanks You

2011-11-05T10:36:00.000+08:00

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Theme Songs from my Fav SHOW OST

2011-11-04T17:58:00.002+08:00

OMG I finally found the theme song which I think are super Nice.. Is Call Hou Hui (Regret).

These Videos are taken from youtube... Have to give those who created these video some Credits.. ;P

Drama or Reality?

2011-11-03T23:14:00.003+08:00

Recently I found out that I was really addicted to the show; it started with a kiss. I cant resist keep watching this show.. And I fall in love with this two couple Joe Cheng and Ariel Lin.

Today was a interesting day as I met up with a friend wife to discuss on the insurance policy for their 2nd child.. After settling the insurance policy for her.. We continue our chat over a Dinner at Lai Lai. Over the dinner, it really make me flash back alot of my old times.

I was really very lucky to have my Hubby with me by my side now. Although I always hope to have a fairy tale love story (comon isnt that every girls' dream) just like the ISWAK. Come to think after all my previous Love experience, I always tend to meet up with Jerks and Idiots.. Until my Hubby who really treat me like Princess ;P

To me drama are drama, but sometime drama are created as it did happen on reality.. Isnt it? haha..

Show which I am Watching NOW

2011-10-31T21:42:00.003+08:00

Recently I was addicted to a old show which was shown in yr 2009 -2010.. Which was the part 2 of It started with a Kiss (Taiwan Version). This show was acted by Ariel Lin and Joe. Both of them have acted very well in this show. And in deed it never failed to make me laugh..

Below are this show have very nice OST,

I planning to catch another show by Joe and Ariel which is the Bread and Love. They have excellent Mo Qi.. Looking forward to their next partnership.. Hoping to have ISWAK 3.. ;P

Ordinary Entry

2011-10-28T17:09:00.002+08:00

Today is a Friday, and it is coming to an end of Oct. Feel that my Oct wasnt really a Great One as I didnt get to meet more people and talk to them about Financial Planning. ;<

Didnt get much stuff to blog here cause I am not feeling that well. However, yesterday during my appointment I met my client from Indonesia.. And frankly speaking I was very Happy for them as they finally gotten their first Flat (just like me) after married. But most importantly, I was happy that finally they gotten their insurance plan. Is it true that human being must really encounter some health condition then they will realise the importance of Insurance?

Sharing some fav music video of mine pt 2

2011-10-26T22:13:00.002+08:00

Another Series of Music Video from another Korean Girls Grp, 4 Mintue

I think this group of Girls are very cool and their dance are Great!! Sharing this series of Music Video, hope you all like it. ;P

Sharing some fav music video of mine

2011-10-26T22:01:00.002+08:00

Going to share some music video of Korean Song. Although i didnt know their language but just think that SNSD are cute..

Hopefully you guys enjoy the MV which are my Favourite Korean song from SNSD.

Holiday Mood

2011-10-26T09:20:00.005+08:00

Good Morning Everyone, this week is a very relaxing week for me. Didnt have any appointment going on. ;< OMG how to kickstart my engine? I must throw away all my negative FEELING.

I just celebrate my Hubby Birthday on MOnday together with a bunch of colleagues from Prudential. Hopefully my hubby did enjoy himself as this is his first time with so many people celebrate with him. We had a Steamboat at our house. Thanks to some early Colleague whom still went to market and buy food especially to our house..

After the Lunch Steamboat, we went to NEX with my cousin and sister to have western Dinner at Cafe Cartel..The Place at NEX was a not as crowded as the one in Plaza Singapura. Was really a nice place to have gathering or appointment over there. ;P

[Texas Pork Ribs]

[Combo Pork Ribs and Chicken Chop]

[Pan Fried Sambal Macrononi]

Anyway today is a deepavali.. Which is a light of Festival. Wishing all my readers out there a Happy Holiday..

Wow I love the women’s section on #jipaban! It will be the perfect present for something special!

2011-10-23T15:32:00.000+08:00

Wow I love the women’s section on #jipaban! It will be the perfect present for something special!

Couting down towards Oct.

2011-10-23T10:29:00.003+08:00

October soon will be coming to an end. So far in this month, I have accomplish nothing yet. Hopeing before this month end, I would be able to help some client in their Financial Dream.

I dont know whether people out there whom are reading my blog know what is my profession? I am a Insurance Agent, aka Financial Consultant. I have been in this line for quite a number of years. Generally have created a kind of relationship with some of my clients. They have become my friends.

People always talk about economic crisis is coming, and they forget their life itself also have crisis, which is Lifestyle Crisis. For instance, for a person whom earns $10 000 per month, what kind of lifestyle he have? Maybe he live in a Condo, have a BMW, and he likes to play golf. If Illness or Disability would to be happen, what happen to his lifestyle?

A New Chapter of my Life

2011-10-20T14:52:00.005+08:00

This year 2011 was the year for my official new stage of Life. And because of this, I decided to start blogging again. However this time round, I renovate my blog abit to give it a Fresh Start.

I have finish my Customary in May 2011, and officially become MRS LAW. ;P My wedding was a simple wedding held at M hotel. I only have 25 tables. Luckily the turnout rate was not so bad as i think. I still manage to breakeven my costs. Really very happy that all my pals and friends whom have turn up on this special day of mine and send ur blessing to us.

My Wedding Photo was taken in Taiwan, and the service over there is very good. Personal opinion, much better than in Singapore. ;> Below are some photos from my Ablum.

Jan 2010 Chapter 1

2010-02-07T23:53:00.002+08:00

Dearies, i am finally back in blogging..IN this brand new year, i have also stepped into a brand new stage of life. I am not sure whether was it i am too immature or too mature.

I just ROM on 23rd Jan, and till now was only for 2 weeks, and many unhappiness have evolved between us. Perhaps that in my home, there wasnt any privacy as we are sharing the room with my sister. Haiyo.. perhaps in the first place, we shouldnt get married so fast until when we have a home that belong to us. In my parents' eyes, we arent consider married yet as we haven held a traditional wedding yet.

Oh. God can anyone tell me what to do? We are supposed to be in a Happy mood and right now everything is like so ERmmm... Haiz. If i was born to be a rich person, then i wont need to worry about anything. or if my parent bought a 4 room instead, such arguement wont happen.

What shall i do? Rent a room outside just to satisfy his Privacy Dream?? I simply dun understand why he wans privacy so much?? Couldnt he just wait till we got our flat then he talk about privacy?? Dont he understand that instead of using the money paid in the rental, why cant he used it to employ a telemarketers such as to leverage on others' ppl time to do our Biz big? How should i put this across to him and let him know?

Perhaps we are 2 very stubborn person, but i am really very tired to argue with him on the same topic.. everything see him unhappy sure because of this issue.

Chapter Nov 2009 2

2009-11-17T00:01:00.002+08:00

Today is already the mid of Nov, and 2 more months is going to be my ROM date. Sound funny, actually i am not very excited towards it. The kind of tension is really getting very strong between me and my Hubby.

To add the salt into it, is my parents, keep asking money from me.. Why is everyone asking $$$ in my family?? Does my exist only because of $$$?? Then in that case, what for i am in this world?? Doesn't Family should show care and concern on each other? Didnt they even care about my Wedding Next year?? No, they didnt even bother or even asked on how's the preparation of our wedding??

Because of Money issue, we had a dispute... i understand that Hubby is stress with the work and our wedding next year, but isnt me stress with it too?? I feel so useless in the sense, i couldnt help much in the saving as my parents are addicted to gamble, and they spend every single cents in it... Didnt they spare a thought of themselves, how much money do i have for them?? And do they want me to stay single forever and gave them every single cents for gamble in 4D? How on god can help me?? If died can solved every single problems then i am willing to do that... So that my insurance compensation can give them to spend on their 4D and TOTO... Will they make them more Happy??

Chapter Nov 2009

2009-11-02T00:31:00.002+08:00

Wow today is 2nd Nov, there will be another 2 months more to my ROM.. Getting kinda excited and worried.. The feeling is kind of so messy... Is it normal or abnormal? I also not very sure of it..

Kind of missed the SingleHood of me, where you need not to be reponsible to whoever and commit to whoever.. But the funny part is that when you are single, you might wished to have somebody to be by your side and take care of you.. Haha...

Of cause, i am not saying My Dear not good.. but somehow seems like is he too good for me.. I didnt do anything to make him Happy before... Always make him Angry... Sometime i really feel bad to him.. And i wanna treasure the every moment with him... Sound so touching?? Haha..

We tend to see different people in our each passing day.. Some are meant to stay permanently and adds Bright Colours to your Life Story, Some are meant to be temporaily and adds Dark Colours to your Life Story, Some are meant to know but not meant to be together... Each of us have different Roles to Act in our Daily Lives.. Agreed?

Last Gathering with my Secondary Friends indeed is a Enjoying one despite some Conversation cannnot be talked with the presence of my Hubby... Truly very Happy that we can meet again, and hope 10 yrs or 20 yrs dwn the road we still can be like this.. Haha...

Chapter Sep 2009

2009-09-21T15:41:00.004+08:00

The Wedding Date is getting nearer and nearer, however, i feel that the excitment is not there. Instead is stress being filled between both of us? Does this happen to every couple? Or it is because we didnt have much saving that caused the problems? Or it is becuase my expectation on the wedding too high? I believe you gals agreed with me, that Wedding is once a life time (unless in the future i got divorce, then that's not counted) haha...

Recently, my Hubby dont know what happen, he didnt really give me a Dam anymore... Haix.. Is it becuase when a relationship steps into the 2nd or 3rd year, the feeling starts to be soured or changed?? Or am i thinking too much? i understand that he is facing alot of Stress, and he think all the problems lies with him, cause he didnt have the ability to earn money to provide me a gd living.. But i think is both of our Fault, as we didnt really put in our 100% heart to work hard and strive for our future.. I hope is not too late for us now to work hard together.. Hubby, What do you think?

Anyway, i hope my Plan C or B can work out, at least if Money can solve the problem, we wont be so Headache le.. Haha... Then we will still have some Money to plan for other things too.. Right?

Chapter Aug 2 2009

2009-08-30T12:21:00.004+08:00

Dear Friends,

How's life for all of you? I am back in blogging today as i am off from work today.. Haha... Recently, i am very very addicted to the applications in the Facebook.. Cham le.. Always play game till sleep very late.. Then my Hubby is not very Happy with that.. Cause because of Game, he feel that i do not have time to Pei Him.. Sound so funny right? Normally is Girls complaint Guy play game no time to Pei them, but mine is the opposite..

This coming Month September will be a busy month for me as i have plans to work very very hard to clear whatever Goals i Have and the Amount of Income i wanna Have for this year is to have next Year gets $10 000 per month.. So i need not to worry about my Expenses, like House Loan, Car Loan, Wedding Reception etc... Anybody have others comment? I dont know whether do i need so much but just some buffer... Haha...

Recently, i read an article about the Medical Insurance dated on Last Sunday on Today, The editor wrote that With a comprehensive Hospital Shield plan, the Hospital Bill will be Covered, Hence to complment the Hospital Bill is the Critical Ilness Plan, with the coverage of $100 000 or more.

Another Article is stating that Singaporean is under Insured, however, most of them are not aware of the Coverage they need.. Based on the Article, for a person need at least $465 000 of Insurance. Is that true that people need so much coverage? Actually very easy, example, for a person earns $2500 a month, and out of the salary, his/her family expesnses, is about $1500 a month, $18 000 a year, if without taking in consider inflation, a basic calculation, using $18 000 a year, if he/she wans to let their family to have at least for 10 yrs of this amount, which means he /she must have at least of $180 000 of Death Coverage. Disclaimer: i am not here to sell you guys anything, but rather just to share on my experiences and knowledge on this.. Haha.. Hao Lian abit.. :P

Here's my blogging. hope to update you guys soon more abt the Financial Information.

Chapter Aug 1 2009

2009-08-23T22:05:00.003+08:00

Dear Friends,

sorry for the So Long Never update of my blogs.. Haha... Recently been quite occupied with my work therefore never really gets to update my blog... But getting busy with work is good as when ones gets occupied with stuff you wont have time to think of others thing... haha...

I am really very sorry to Sze as i didnt get to know about Jerry's death until that day when you spoke out. Anyway i know Jerry is your Best Friend and no ones could replace her.

I am really very Happy for my Friend whom recently got herself settled down with a very perfect guy.. :p Relationship sometimes can seem to be like riding a RollerCoaster.. And if you managed to survive thru the Bump. the relationship will be stronger and the bond between each other will be greater..

Recently i realise something, why people can gets to be angry of their BF or GF when he or she tend to do something wrong... is because they cared about them more than other people.. You can say that is an excuse, however it is the truth.. Ask yourself if someone whom you dont cared, will his or her mistake irritiate you so easy?? Haha..

Last Sunday, i went to temple to pay offers to my Grandmum and GrandFather... so long never gets to see my cousin, i feel sorry for my uncle as my cousin is already 26 yrs old, however, he tend to do nothing about his own future? No Saving, No Insurance and never really take care of his own health... Then every month, he still have to borrow money from my uncle.. Haiz... This makes my uncle so worried about him, although what my cousin says or do hurts him alot..

Recently for me, i lead a very busy lifestyle as after the course attended last month give me this idea.. The power of being a Nowist... Cause what i have now is only now, i do not hold the time tommorrow, and in order to have the time now is to be a Nowist.. So do not hesitate to tell those people whom you loved, I LOVE YOU as you might not know whether do you have the chance to tell them tommorrow.. Sound so Drama right? But actually this is how i FEEL.. To all my Friends, I LOVE YOU... THANKS YOU!!!

Haiyo, time really passes very fast, now is already going to be the end of 2009.. And i am getting Married Next Year, so excited and yet so sorry for my Dear Hubby..
I didn't really aware that i have input quite alot of Stress to him and this make him feel mentally and physically tired as he needed to work from Morning till Night, go Canvessing and Going appointment... Perhaps my expectation is too high or i am too demanding... But i really hope you will be as Happy as before you met me... And your life wont get changed. Actually what i hoped for is to work hard together so we can build our own future together. Do hope you understand!!!

Anyway i am still thinking whether to held any celebration for my next year ROM or i just sign my name and eats KFC... haha... Any suggestion?? do leave in the Tag Box...

Mid of the year 2009

2009-06-21T01:31:00.002+08:00

Dearest Friends, I have been back in blogging again... Haha... Missed my entry?? Recently lots of things ran thru my mind, and i finally have a clearer picture of what i want...

My big day was coming soon in Next year... Although it was just a ROM... however, i am doing some research on the venue to held.. alot of things to prepare le.. Haiz...
So Jie mei meng, i might nid some of you guys help to advise wor...

Some updates about my job... currently my recruitment was quite successful and i have 2 tu di under me... haha... Both of them was doing well, however, sometime do give me some headache also.. Perhap this is the retribution ba... cos i used to do this to James too... Haha...

Anyway i think better end my blogging here... keep updated soon... No worries...

Chapter April 2009

2009-04-20T00:08:00.005+08:00

All Gals, been such a long time since i last blog.. Haha... Been getting on busy with my work... Life isnt getting any simple or easy for me as I been busy doing my recruitment, training and getting on my services on my clients..

Things isnt getting more easy between my another half and me.. Recently we are more and more tense up.. we always argue due to our work... Haiz... Maybe is true that both couples shouldnt work together... Is time to do some sacrifice to do some resolve in our relationship?? Or must get used to the conflict between couples while working together? i understand, he is stress, but so do i.. although i didnt say it out, but i am also very stress.. i also want both of us to have a good life in the future..

In Feb, we went to Taiwan, together with Sze and Eddie... The trip indeed is fun and we do enjoy ourself there.. regardless of the Food, weather (especially is the nicest, not like Singapore so Hot), Pretty Babes and also alot of Shopping Items... :P attached photos below for all of you to view... Although the trips is rather short, however, it is meaningful.. we spend quite a reasonable sum of money over there... I really like the service over there.. Unlike Singapore, i think we Singaporean must really learn about it.. Is really a good attitude all Sales executive should have..

Now is already April, and by next week, i will be going to Malaysia for Training... Dont miss me yeah... haha... This month end, our agency will be having a trip to Taiwan, but i dont think i can qualify for that.. didnt manage to work hard for this month... Anyway nvm, regardless of trip or money, i shall work hard for this year.. and will be able to clear my Perth trip next year.. In yr 2010, will i be Mrs Law? or will there be any changing in plan? Till now i cant confirm yet... especially in the situation now..

Chapter Jan 2 2009

2009-01-26T03:41:00.003+08:00

Today is the 1st day of the Ox year... Therefore wanna wish all of you a Happy Niu year... May working frenz, Bu Bu Gao Sheng, Schooling Frenz, Xue Ye jin Bu... Still surprised that i am still up at this hour?? Actually i am sleepy le... Have done some house cleaning this noon... SO tired...

Today my Reunion Dinner is done at one of the coffee shop near my Aunt's house... Haix.. is kinda unlucky, the last day of Rat year, caused me to have a fall and injuried myself... Now my leg gt scar le... then wear short dress not nice le.. :C After the dinner, my Dear come and fetch us home... As usual, my dad (say himself is sick, still can go out after the Dinner, to meet his So Call Frenz la...) then my sister, Dear n I went down to the Crowded Chinatown... In deed, the Economic recession can somehow feel that people spending power is already lessen, they will only buy what they need and not what they want... :P

Before the Rat year end, another Bomb ignite is i only discover On Fri, that my Car Insurance hasnt been paid up yet... And now the Money i entrust to the Car Dealer Company, have faced some Cashflow problem... I was told that one of the partner in this biz, have forged and withdraw all the Money out, now the Company only left with Empty Shell... Hence, i cant get my Money back now, and i got to fork out extra amount to take up another Car insurance, (it is an offence not to have a Motor insurance if you decide to drive on the road)And i have done it for 3 months, if really being caught i gotta fine dunnoe how much.. Although Money can settle this problem... is just that how many Parrell import Company will have this Problem, and how many Drivers is out there without knowing they are not covered under the insurance... Please pals, next time do rmb to look out for this shop, Japz Stars, dun ever take up their service, as it is really a very Bad experience for me...

Anyway nvm now is a brand new year for all of us... May it be good and a year filled with hopes... Furthermore do hope that the world is indeed in peace... May dreams and hope come true... Cheers...

Chapter Jan 1 2009

2009-01-15T22:00:00.003+08:00

Congrats Everyone... NOW we have enter into another brand new Year of 2009... Hope Everyone is doing fine so far for this Starts Year... To being, just some updates of my wellbeing recently... After the end year of 2008, i haven been stop working so far... Just to inform is that i have stretch out enough to achieve my 1st Quality Club.. Yippee.. So happy... Right now, i am running for my another award, Star Club... Besides, i also busy doing my recruitment as i am currently a ADO now...

Yesterday, i just got into an arguement with My Dear... He say he is very disappointed with me as i am being quite lazy and not pay attention to my image wise... Haix... That's why i feel so obligated that if in order to be a Management, i have to pay attention to my Dressing?? And in this case, i cant wear sloopy... Hehe... Anyway i also do know that James and him is helping me in turn of my Career... Somehow or rather, am i really fit in Guiding or Coaching PPL?

Times really passes very Fast, My FITY have been with us for 2 months le... So far my Dear's driving skill have generally improved... Haha... But as usual hope he can improve his memory of Road direction... :p

End of the blogging of this entry... Therefore wanna wish you Gals, Happy Brand Niu Year... And Best wishes to you... And getting more bonuses and promotion...

LOts of Events...

2008-12-12T01:20:00.002+08:00

Today is the 2nd week of the Dec and which is also the last quarter of the year 2008... Recently as usual being quite corp up with the Roadshow events... I gotta appologise to my friends that i didnt have much time to join them for gathering events...

My Family issue is getting more or less resolve... However, i somehow or rather very curious on my Father's activity... HIs Handphone bill despite is incoming call Free W.D, and his dial out calls is free 100 mins... HIs bill still can shoot to 80 - 90 plus a month... His line was under M1, as you know M1 doesnt have the break down of the calls ppl made... (kinda lousy la i think) therefore i dunno whether did he made any oversea calls... Why does all my members always create all these $$$ issue for me to solve??

Been sick for some days le... especially after last Sun, my COlleague birthday celebration, i was caught with a cold... Haix.. SOmemore on that Sunday, Myt Cute Little Hubby n I has Kiss Heavy on Someone's Car in the Open Carpark.. The uncle was luckily someone i knew.. However, is also somehow not lucky that he's the Miao Type... At first he asked us to compensate $500 to him... Wow think i so naive to give him $500 on the Spot?? (actually is i dun have so much on hand)... The Kiss was not very heavy, it just scratch the paint off... therefore i think the amount we need to pay at most $100 plus...then in the end, we just told him that we passed him the $100 and we will arrange a workshop for him... So Ma Fan... (therefore Kissing is never Fun) Another interesting happen concurrently, Monday was a PH right? THerefore, on the Sun night after we reach home from my Colleague's birthday BBQ, we never place any overnight coupons... And that was the time we got our 1st fines... So Lucky right arent we?? This LIttle Fity has really bring us Lucky in these 3 weeks... But indeed, she is very Ke Lian cos it's being hurtz alot of times... :P

Tml is my 1st time to give Training, and yet now i am blooging, due to my cough, i cant sleep now... and i think is been a pretty bad one, i can really sense that my Health is deteroriating as days passed... Is not as fit as before (although i am on MC almost everytime, but not all is true Sick), but recently i been coughing and having fever for quite Numbers of times in this year... Perhap this year 2008 (mousey year is not very smooth for me), how about you?

Furthermore, one last good news for you all, my Wedding day is change to 23rd Jan 2010, and now we are arranging with the hotels and Bridal shop to change the date... And hence, i think i cant sponsor the Jie Mei Dress le, however, will discuss with Lawrence about the ANGBAO money on that day... So Jie Mei Meng, all never change right?? (hope you all wont change your mind) Anyway thanks in advance, for the help provided on that Day... Cheers...

Blogging time

2008-11-14T01:25:00.004+08:00

Hi Pals, I'm back in blogging again... i m just back from a movie session with my colleagues..... Haha... is a new movie, Madagesca 2 (Escape to Africa)... Indeed is very comedy. Hence it does have story line not like some shows is really artistic till i dun understand...

Wedding date is coming sooner and i feel kind of stress up... especially recently somethings pop out which required $$$$. Haix... I feel like at home, i am nothing, not importance. Only feel like a Money tree... Whenever they need money, they will know who to find... I do agree that Family is important... But i do really like to spare some money for myself... Kind of disappointed with my family, as my daddy become a guarantor of someone else and own some money and yet i'm the one who help him to pay... Now is my sister who own Starhub money and asked me for help... But comon, where on earth i have so much money to help them?? Dun tell me i need to postone my Wedding because of this??

Although my job now is stable, but does they know how difficult i need to earn these money?? how many hours i need to stand out there, regardless of Rain or Shine?? And yet my sister can stay at hm the whole day playing games, and turning on the Laptop (which is also i pay for) on for so many hrs a day... Dont she know is a waste of Electricity... And how expenseive the bills now is... She ALWAYS say she is still young and haven grow up yet... but dont she know that outside alot of ppl younger than her is working also, helping out to lessen the burden in the hse?? but now instead of helping out, she is increasing my burden instead....

But i think i let my Hubby down as i dun really wish him to think that i will be a burden to him... Frankly speaking, i wont know whether all these will have the 2nd or 3rd time happen... Somehow i really wished that i'm not ard... then i wont have to help my family...Then i wont have the feeling of being Sandwich inbetween my family and my Hubby.. The angry part is they nv see the urgency to get the money or have some money by their side... cos they know if they need money, money will drop frm the sky... Especially my sister, she rather stay at hm play Computer for the whole day then to go find ways to get money to pay the bill... So why shld i Help her whom dont have the sense of urgency?? And nv honour the promise that she made?? And worst thing is that now she need to go for checkup, dont know what's the outcome... Perhaps she might need money to go for any operation or medical.. So another big bill again...

Enough of my bloggin now... will be resting soon le... And ya gals, i think i gotta really delay my wedding dinner le... Perhap i will get ROM first then... Cos i think i need to get prepare just in case, i need to help out them again...

A week Gone...

2008-09-21T10:29:00.002+08:00

Today is a beautiful Sunday... A non working time.. Super Happy... Been such a long time since i last blog right?? haha... pals must be complaining that my blog very boring...

Yesterday i went for appointment at Orchard... Saw a beautiful bag advertisement From Loewe... That bag costs about 1k plus... that's my aim for the time being now... therfore i must be super hard working and Hen Hen buy that bag... :p

Haiz... recently some of my clients wanted to cancel the saving plans due to the AIG incident... Although i'm working under Prudential... but typically people's mind set is that in this important period is to have more money on hand rather than put into a locked up thing... But they never thought of even if they put their money in the banks... when the banks went bankrupt is still the same thing ma.. [Local Banks wont go bankrupt but will merge up.. so no worries.] Anyway lucky i still manage to talk some sense to them.. and they understand...

Friday, went for a movie while i waiting for the time my app.. The show tittle is called My Mighty Princess... [a korean show].. The show was rather slow but funny... Have to follow the subtitte very closely... :p

Today i will be meeting Celine later on at Tampines... after then.. i will be going to My Hubby's house to see her mum... or else no time le... as from Monday onwards, will be having Roadshow straight for 3 weeks... Sad right?? I employ one telemarketer to help me fix apps.. She only able to work for a week only.. Anyway pal, if any of your friends finding any job do let me know?? i need people to help me in fix apps... Okie??

Gloomy day...

2008-08-17T00:06:00.002+08:00

Today is already sunday.. is the last day of my roadshow at Toa Payoh...This roadshow still not bad as my sales there at least still got earn back my rental... thanks to my Hubby's support... Hubby today dunno what happen give me attitude... i know he's tired... but this doesnt give him any excuses to give attitude ma... rite?? haix.. really is true that guys do change when time gets longer... i know he had help me to do alot of paper work... hehe... but me too is also working hard for our future.. i also feeling very stressful wor...

recently my chest feel very pain.. dunnoe what happen.. maybe time is running out for me le.. if i really leave the world may all my beloved frends n ones stay happy always... n me will shower down colourful raindrop... [sound familiar?] today i asked my hubby one question.. r we getting married too early?? he reply then dun get married lo... you know this kind of answer hurtz me alot lo.. i really feel that he have change le... he now become not romantic n sensitive towards my needs le... sometimes i think i dunno him well enough... perhap is true that we dun married too early... or maybe we shouldnt get married...

tommorrow i am going to malaysia le... for 5 days full training... at Bob home stay... is a cottage alike stay in... we will be having training and also activities there lo...may we enjoy ourself there.. p40 agency... g
o go go!!!

sleepless nite...

2008-07-30T01:18:00.000+08:00

Yo pals, guess what i'm doing now?? i'm using my htc phone to write this blog entry... kind of surprise that phone can also write blog... NOW is already 1.20am in e mornin and yet I can't slp.. my sister as usual is playing the com.. dunno what she doing.. My Hubby already in the LaLa land le.. he recently like very easy tired.. any sugguestion to help?? or is it because he's bored with me that's why he like that?? Maybe he prefer others more pretty n slimmer girls outside..

Recently have a lot of thinking, suddenly have a bad feeling that Hubby will leave me for good.. I dunno why I have this thoughts in my mind.. am I under stress?? Ppl always say I seemed to be very carefree... but actually i'm nt... in my mind, there are million of things running thru.. but I just dun wish to think..

Sometime, I really wonder why the rich seem to be richer despite the bad economy?? n the poor because of the bad economy gets even poorer??? there isn't any balance in this way..

y do ppl always nt contended with what they have?? they always expect more n more??

y do rich girl always have a angel like face?? then the poor must look ugly n let ppl boyscot??

y do there have so many Ys?? sorry to vent all my questions in this entry.. perhaps nt all the unsolved will have an answer, or there isn't any answer for them..

just like the X files movie.. I went to watch on 28th july, mon.. I rated 3 stars.. it wasn't as exciting as the dramma, but it is the extend of the dramma.. can watch la, if u dun expect too much..

Anyway I think I better blog here.. gd nite..

Sorry for late updating..

2008-07-25T23:54:00.003+08:00

People i am back in blogging already... Recently been busy doing roadshow around Singapore... Hehe...This year i need to rush for quota lo...As i need to get a promotion lo... So if you gals can help me in anyway either by refer frends to me or support me... i will be more gladful... :p

I been doing roadshow for consequective 2 weeks le.. and plus next week roadshow is going to be 3 weeks... Boss recently get very stress and of cos demanding as he hopes to get a promotion by this year too... he need to run for a production of 700k lo... and indirectly he have high expectation in me... Which he require me to run for a total quota of 150k... And now i only have 40k lo... but i do believe i will be able to clear by end this year... :p

Today my day is kinda normal... nothing special happen.. my hubby today is very tired... now he's already soundly asleep.. meanwhile i am writing my blog here... We already come to a conclusion on our Big day will be on 20/09/2009... and we decided to Rom and the teA ceremony on that day... might cut cost and also save time ma...

Do give me some feedback in the tag box... Anyway that's all my blogging for the day... will update my blog daily if i can...

Saddest Moment...

2008-06-27T11:07:00.003+08:00

Hi pals,

i am back in blogging again.. sorry for the late updates of myself... Hehe... Anyway recently kind of busy with all the roadshows upcoming.. My boss put me incharge of all the events happened in the roadshow... Haiz, it was kind of bad mood as the other agency members.. Haiyo they r so F***...

Recently, i feel so kind of down.. My Dear is finding faults at me.. So sad.. Am i really not pretty n Fat?? Haiz... i really do have to admit he's really too small Built for me... How?? Simply cant ask me to go on diet for the sake of him?? i do know that i need to look slimmer in the wedding gown.. I really feel so hurt n disappointed... As he's no difference from others guy... How on earth i dun wish myself to be like Vivienne or like Linda?? I also want my BF to be proud of me... Is it a wrong choice?? He's a responsible guy n among the past BF i had he's the nicest to me.. but somehow or rather also a very picky BF...I always tot when u love a person, you love the whole of the person... But i can tell you, ppl always expect more..

Anyway thats' the end of my blog... Do take care... leave a tag for me k??

Sharing Time....

2008-05-06T10:13:00.002+08:00

Hi Everyone, I'm back into blogging le... Finally got abit of my free time to write my blog... Wonder is anyone reading it?? Sorry for so long never updated it... Today is the first week of the May 2008... Everything is going well so far... Having a Roadshow at Chompang Yishun arEA this week... Things went on kind of smoothly... except the weather... closed some cases at this roadshow... perhap is because of the untouched market there...

Hubby and me recently are making some planning for our BIG Day.... we are doing some research on our wedding dinner... currently compare the rates and dishes, we are considering either the Suntec or Swissotel... Plan to c thru some others hotels or resturant too... we have sign up a wedding package from the BLISS connection... but of cos no worry i haven take any photos yet.. plan to take it next year maybe... Hehe... Any suggestion of ROM date?? i plan to go ROM next year on 14th Feb 2009... So what u girls think??

Just to share with you something... I planned to go up to Management level next year... but of cos this year i got to work extra hard to hit my quota... Hehe... So perhap need you girls' support wor.. Do hope you give urself a chance to let me help you to maximise your return... Anyway stopped my blogging here... Do take care and will update you all soon... Please make yourself available on my BIG DAy.... LOLX...

Back Blogging!!!

2008-04-06T00:22:00.003+08:00

Finally is the 4th month of the year... but i still cant keep my engine kick start wor... Today my Dear say i very lazy... always say i wanna work but till now never haven even start work... I do aware of this issue... dunnoe why le.. somehow or rather i cant go apps on my own... Perhap i shall Buddy up with Dear Dear ba... On the other hand, i am scare that this will sour our relationship wor... How??

I kwn that Dear is working very HARD for our future... and everyday he's very tired due to work... As he's working 2 jobs now... but thee other job, i dunno how much he earn le... Dear dun wish to tell me.. Sad Sad... Getting Married need to prepare alot of things.. need to source out houses, dinner, wedding photo... and plus the increasing inflation... everything is getting more and more expensive le... Tat's why i determine to save at least 30% of whatever i earn... I planned to cut down on my expenses le wor... Hehe...

The biz at Kallang isnt doing very well... and because of this i do have some arguement with my Dear... All the while i knw he's not very keen in doing all these... He rather put his time in closing more apps... but he force himself to pei me all the while there... Haiyo... sound so poor thing hor... So u gals have any opinion do let me kwn... how to improve my biz??

Below is the picture taken during Valentine Day

Life Theory

2008-03-25T19:27:00.003+08:00

March is coming to the end soon... Recently i just manage to kick start my engine... recently because of the CPF regulation changes... i closed alot of Investment... Alot of ppl are not satisfied with the 3.5% interest given by Government think of other alternative ways to speed up the return... Anyway for those ppl who wanna invest their cpf, i gotta say sorry as the date line ends at 26th March as we need time to process...

I just celebrate my 1st anniversary with my Dear on the 23rd this month... We went to a Spa at HelioSpace At Paragon... the experience was kinda a gd one... the astmosphere was cosy and relax... We didnt have to pay any single cents for it as it was a complimentary spa when we purchase our Wedding Band Frm Lee Hwa... perhaps next time can go again... But best with girl frenz as got ppl talk to u during Jaccuzi n Sauna... Hehe... Dear, i didnt mean anything wor... not i dun like to go with you k?? maybe next time can go with more ppl...

Is really getting harder and harder to arrange outing to meet frenz... i do understand as ppl gets older... their circle of frenz tend to get wider n wider... and they gets more busy with their works too... mAybe this is parts of our life... as a country gets more develop... ppl gets more busy... and alots of them wans to be successful in life by earning more $$$

Zhen Xin Hua

2008-03-07T14:50:00.002+08:00

Now is already the 3rd month of 2008.. I still got no mood to kick my engine start wrking... Hehe... i skipped my Roadshow and paid 165 for 3 days show... Haix..Waste Money right?? My Dear went for reservist since 4th March... although he some days do come back here.. but today he's nt coming back... I misses him so much sia.. Cham liao.. become so dependent on him wor... How ar?? i tot i am an independent girl... but he made me so not independent..

20th March we have a motivational talk.. Anyone wanna attend?? got free food and free seminar by Expensive Speaker like Adam Khoo or Ramseh... They are the NLP speaker whom give motivational and interesting talk... OF cos this suits ppl who are lost in what they wanna obtain in life... This might give them some idea what they wanna do... So do let me kwn if you wanna attend...

Frankly speaking...i wonder is it too early for me to get married? My Dear and me been together for nearly a yr le.. i dunno whether we do understand each other enough not?? He's a nice guy n i shld really treasure him... Tat's why i feel myself very bad as i still tot of lookin for a better guy... Perhap tat's wat human are ba... Always not contented with what they have... Only when till they lost it then they regrets.. I just wanna take this opportunity to say I Love you, Dear... Perhap u only can read it after reservist ba... Hehe... So frenz.. dun feel it mushy k??

Hey... Why no ppl come find me at Upper Boon Keng Rd de ar?? Help me Xuan Chuan le... Is opposite Kallang MRt station... So do rmb wor..

2008-02-07T17:06:00.000+08:00

Today is the 1st day of the Rat Year... Which is Chu Yi of the Chinese New year... So far the new year wasnt that happening... As i have been rotting at home half of the day... Ermn.. Yesterdae which is the Chu Xi.. went to suntec for Reunion Dinner with my Father side relative... It was a steamboat Buffet... the food was not bad la... but is abit rush lo.. as we are only given 2 hours for the dinner... Cant really enjoy the food to the fullest lo... Hehe... After the reunion dinner.. actually wanna go down to China Town with My Baby... but in the end we went to the River Ang Bao with Sze And Uncle Laur... Lolx.. there isnt any brand new stuff lo.. as usual all the games and rides... hence there were performances... and Bid fair... Wanted to Bid for a Bi Qiu but then the bidding prices was kinda high... and i doesnt have much cash with me... So gotta give it a miss then... but yest was kinda a big Shou Hou for me as Baby spent 30 bucks for me to play games... and we win 6 soft toys.. in the end we change 2 small and one medium ones to 1 large teddy bear....

Baby went back home yest... feel kinda miss him wor... Cos used to have him at home.. but yest just feelin not right... Btw pals.. baby bought a pair of Lee Hwa Wedding band on Tues.. We decided to get engage first wait till next year then married ba... still haven talk to my parents first... seek approvable from them first lo.. Will apply housing soon... C which location nice lo.. Any Suggestion for me??

Anway Wanna Wish you Happy Lunar Year to all of you... Take Care Pals... Best Wishes to all of you...

Welcome 2008 !!!

2008-01-23T01:37:00.000+08:00

We have come to the year 2008 !! Dunno what will eventually happen this year?? Feeling very excited to welcome all the challenges and obstacles to enter my world... i take it as an experience to enhance my life... Today is already coming till the end of the first month.. soon it will be CNY.. Yipee so happy wor can get ANGBAO le.. Vdays is coming le... planning to give a surprise for my Dear Dear.. so Dar you shall wait and c ba hor [juz in case you read my blog] perhap you wont be bother to read your blog le...

Haix.. todae again i was left alone.. as my sister got her Fav Com to pei her.. Her Jiejie no need le ma.. As for my Dear le.. as usual he was lying on my bed lo... seem so tired wor.. maybe he doing roashow that's why... anyway he's a piggy la.. lolx.. no matter he sleep early or late still complain say tired.. haha... not like the past.. can chat with me till 4 or 5 am... the next day also still can go rs.. Haix.. Long already ma change le.. can understand.. Guys are the same de ba..

I didnt say he dun treat me well la.. he still got buy my fav food.. and also care and concern about me.. i dun blame him perhap he's really "Tired"... Thus, i think i shld end my blogging here le.. tml is another boring day for me.. Sianz.. no mood to work sia.. and also Apps always postpone or is after CNY.. Perhaps everyone now is Having Holiday Mood ba...

Dar Dar Not at Home!!!

2007-12-30T01:03:00.000+08:00

Wow been kinda a long time since last i blog... haha... anyone misses my update?? lolx.. haix.. been open the stall at Kallang Block 5 for nearly a month le.. the biz isnt doing well wor.. so sad!!! but luckily today the sales was kinda good.. hope tml will be a better one too!!! Perhap this might due to the nearby NTUC open le ba... haha.. frankly thanks to my mummy for always coming down to accompany and help me to tend the stall...

Today my Dear went for his sec sch gathering so i been left alone with my mum to close the stall.. haha... ermm this week he been meeting his frenz for quite a numbers of times le.. 3 times i think in a week... haix..is not that i dun allow him to go for gathering but hope this wont become a habit ba.. just like today he till this time still haven come back.. went to K box sing song.. dunno wat time will come back.. feel very sleepy but still gotta wait for him... as he doesnt have keys to enter the house!!

i just did rebonding during thursday... haha... look kinda flat lo my hair... of cos the one whom fork the bill is my Dear Dear.. he 's really a very sweet sweet boyfrenz... although sometimes he is really veri ji che !!!

Recently been working hard to rush for my quota.. tml is the last 1.5 days le.. after that i might not have any chance to clear my tokyo trip le.. sad sad... but i still wont give up de i will strive till the very very end !!! [actually i did thought of giving up and save the cases to next year] anyway me going to end my blog here.. good night !!!

Weirdo !!

2007-12-06T01:59:00.000+08:00

Last month 26th Nov was my best frenz birthday... we bought a sexy swim suite for her.. but she dun like the design of the swim suite... therefore Er and me went to exchange the gift.. and in the end Er change to another design of Bikini for herself... and we need to rebuy another set of gift for her... Ermmm hope she will like this brand new set of gift... haha... moreover Er and me during our sick period go rebuy one... Feel touched ma??

Actually been kinda a long time since i last blog hor... recently almost all Area of Singapore have been raining.. and today especially have been raining like mad cats and dogs.. As usual have been kinda slack.. and also kinda stress over work... but gotta a juicy news is that i am going to be a mini boss soon at coming 8th Dec.. woah woah... i decided to rent a stall from a uncle at Kallang.. He's the boss of the Hairstylist shop... Yipee... i am kinda excited and also worried that i cant squeeze time to tender it.. Luckily, my Dear is kinda supportive in this... but actually he also been dreaming to own a biz by his own that's why he join Financial Sector.. haha....

ShhHHHHHHHH... he is sleeping deep and soundly now... dun disturb him... haix.. recently he always said that he's tired after roadshow... but dunno is it true ant.. even though he have roadshow ant... his excuses to sleep early is say he's tired... not i wanna complain wor... is the truth ma... in our line we already dun really have much time to talk le.. and there's no communication... perhap as relation starts to get longer... there isnt much things to talk le ba... tt's why some ppl say relation can turn sour or rotten when 2 couple been in a relation for too long and there isnt any progress... and recently i find out that i have a feeling he started to change le.. why all guys the same one?? dunno is i think too much or he's simply just too tired... the one used to be caring and gentle Dear no more le...Initially started when i was ill, he will call me every few hours to check on me but now recently i ill, he dun even bother to call or reply my msg.. only until late at night then he will called.. he said he busy doin Roadshow yet he still can talk to the female adviser and exchange contact number hor.. C i can dun feel angry or disappointed ma.. the worst is the Girl's name is exactly what i met in my dream wor.. Is called Elaine.. I dreamt of this girl went to find Law at my house.. and been caught in bed... i hope this dream dun come true ba... or perhap this is a bad permonition??

My Dear, he used to be a 80% good BF [minus points for non-romantic and petty]... but now he is only worth 60%... but i dun blame him as i dun worth 100% neither... i didnt contribute as much as he does... he even hardly go home because of me... i kwn he's a very fillial son.. but now he only go home once a week or sometimes once a month... Hope his mummy wont get mad at me because of this... \

Anyway i wanna end my blogging here le... hope things will go on well for whole of this month... And let the brand new 2008 begins... YEA!!!!

Above pictures is both of us taken at Singapore Discovery Center.. My 1st time to go there...

Blogging Time !!!

2007-11-22T20:07:00.000+08:00

This Nov is passing very fast.. right now is already month end... But i am still short of my production wor... ermmm really doubt whether can i make it for my year end quota... I really rushing for it lo.. and do hope that i also can perform some magic out in the year end [just like some of my senior does that too]

Ppl... i am really thinking whether do i need to rent a stall at Kallang.. Which is outside the Hairtech [Sze shld knw ba...] Although the rent is kinda cheap.. but i do not kwn how's the crowd over there... Thats why i wonder shld i give it a try... Hope to hear some comment from u all?? I have quite a number of goods in my house... so hope that by renting the stall can help me to lessen some burden.. Haha...hope you ppl can give me some support wor.. by visting me at the stall perhap with effective of next month...

Haix.. yest bought some facial products from BWL which is call "Doctors' Secret" and spend 430 dollars over there.. Kinda ex rite?? But frankly speaking their products is kinda effective for me wor.. But Er hope you wont be angry for not supporting you la.. My dar Dar was sponsoring me 1/4 of it.. although is not alot but is still better than nothing rite?? haha... This Doctors' Secret comes from USA and it is a 5 steps facial product... kinda layche rite?? it consist of the cleanser [step 1], toner [step 2], lighten scar [step 3], skin contour [step 4] and sun screen [step 5]..although is alot of steps but for the sake of beauty gotta spare some time to do all these.. ;p but after using this product is really effective on me... if u guys interested can ask me to get from you... at discount price la.. but i am not in this line... No worries.. haha...

Anyway hope you ppl after reading my blog do get some facts lo.. dun forget my main line is still working as Prudential Financial Consultant wor.. haha... Bot in this BWL sales person.. As for Ting enquiries, the surprise i give to my Dear Dear is a watch and a wallet and also a couple cup [which he demand lo]... Will blog till here and keep updates again soon...

Facts on My Company !!!

2007-11-10T18:10:00.000+08:00

Today wanna tell you pals, some history of my company... Prudential is a UK based company which had been around for nearly 165 years le wor.. and it had been in Singapore for 76 years so long... even before Singapore was declared independent wor.. hehe... And Prudential have been No 1 Insurance Company from consective 2 years le wor.. 2005 and 2006.. So will Prudential still be No 1 in 2007?? gotta wait till end of this year then we will know.. Beside this, Prudential is also recognised for the best investment company gold medal for 2006 and 2007... Frankly speaking, I also cant say other company not good la... but frankly i never regret to be working under this company and under a good Boss James... Ermm... James actually was Sze's Adviser... then she recommend him to me and i took up a plan with him... And soon he started to ask me interested to work in this line as he need ppl under him.. this happen in year 2005 and i took nearly a year to enter this industry.. Woahhaha... Actually is i Been failing my exams thats why... Lolx...

In this line been nearly 2 years le wor.. Kinda Long rite?? I believe not alot of ppl will expect me to be in this line for so long... Actually from this line, i do learn some personal life experience wor.. and also some interpersonal skill wor.. Although not alot of people support me in this line..but i am consider lucky to able to survive in this industry and earn some money in this line... haha... And i do agree that Hard Work will surely pay off if you are persistence enough... And from Brain Tracey Book i do agree that Self-image.. Self-Esteem are very important in sales industry... Self-Image is about what you think of yourself.. and how much you liked yourself.. And Self-Esteem is about how you can carried yourself infront of ppl.. Actually Self-image and Self-Esteem is interlink...

Anyway Enouh of all these theory for now.. Btw do get updated by my new blog.. whereby i sell my stuff de.. So Pals... Please support this site le.. Help me spread around la.. Okay... http://xuannyfashionattitude.blogspot.com Thanks Pals...

Interesting Facts !!!

2007-11-06T00:12:00.000+08:00

Yoz pals.. i am back in bloggin again... my Dear complain that i didnt update my blog regularly wor.. so i must recently write my data le... haha... arbo my Dear will go view other girls de blog...

Haix... is it true that pretty girls normally get good treatment?? i recently really gotta agree with it wor.. If you are pretty... ppl will dun mind drive you home... treat you eat... whatever things you want they will definately give you... wow is really so unfair wor... This remind me of the older times... ppl used to call me ugly pig.. and also "Chio Bu".. but hence of cos i kwn wat they meant... just like as if you are not pretty is a big crime wor... but i do agree that ppl dun really born to be pretty.. but can use comestic to play ome magic to it... and plus dressin play an important part... frankly speakin.. i do need to thank my frenz as they somehow teach me how to really dress up.. and plus in this line i also gotta dress up in order to meet and interact with ppl...

haha... enough of my stuff le... now talk about what happen recently... went out with Lijun yesterdae... as it was her birthday on the 30th Oct... so went out with her to pass her the present lo.. Frm Perlini la.. is a Bracelet with a Crown on it.. kinda nice la.. my taste nt that bad sometime... Beside, get to meet up with Lester too... but only for a while la.. as he is the HIT N RUn driver... lolx... just to see whether LiJun is pretty ant... so realistic... [in fact guys are all the same ba !!!] Hope my Dear isnt jealous ba that day [he was there too]... i do kwn that my Dear Dear isnt that petty ba... and be rest assured la... My Dear is already very perfect for me le... Although he is not rich.. he is not tall.. he is not handsome...apart from this the rest he is okay la.. haha... At least he very Teng me.. he will give me whatever he have to me... [but hope this will last forever la..] as you kwn relation will tend to change after too long duration of being together!!! hehe...

ABove de Pics is using my Dear phone to take de...Nice Ant??Okay la.. Pals i am going to end here le... next time then update again.. Hope that wont be too long la.. Year cuming le.. i going to rush for my production le... haha... not very far from it... Xuanny Go for it.. Cheers...

Holiday Trip !!

2007-11-01T01:18:00.000+08:00

On the 22th of Oct this month... me and my darling went to oversea in BangKok... the trip was all paid by my darling lo... hehe... i kinda saved a pool of money wor... But me also not so petty as in return his birthday gift... i bought a Seiko watch and also a Branu Braffel Wallet for him... See i treat him so good... :P i know he spend kinda alot of money on me... And this poor little boy's bank account from 4 digits become not 3 digits only.. but i promise to you.. i will cut down my expenses and try to save more okay??

The trip was an enjoyable one of cos... and frenz need not to worry as we didnt do anything wrong.. so you ppl wont get my red bomb so early la... so do start to save 1 dollar a day for my ang bao lo.. hehe... i bought alot of stuff back.. like bags... shoes... clothes... as for my darling... he went tailor made 5 shirts at Boss avenue... bought a wallet for my dad and his mum... some t-shirt and also 2 shorts... hehe... ermm total trip i spend is $600 plus... as for him is about $800 plus...

We expect to have even more trip in the future... but not so soon ba.. perhap wait till his bank account recover from injury first... next trip perhap might be going to Hongkong or Genting Ba... hehe... And this is his 1st time to go oversea... so his 1st time was mine... Opps.. dun be mistaken wor... Some Photos Taken during the trip...

Money Is The Magic !!!

2007-10-20T23:23:00.000+08:00

Yo pals... back in bloggin... kinda took such a long time to update my blog... as usual i am not regular blogger... only update my blog when i got the feel to... Hehe... Sorry to my regular reader.. HAHA!!!

Ermm prviously last Thurs on the 11th of Oct... went to attend my frenz's contest... bought a bouquet of flowers for her.. but didnt really got any chance to pass it to her on stage... haha... Asked her BF to pass but he very SHY to do that..What to Do?? Typical SG Guy... LOLX... haix.. can say really the contest is kinda a tough one... but actually not all girls are pretty... perhap money can really play some magic in this way... Lets say if you vote yourself 1000 votes is equal to getting 1000 ppl to vote for you?? which sound a better and easy solution?? it seems so obvious rite?? This really show the power of being rich!!!

Ppl tell you a secret... My Dear Dear's birthday is coming le... and during his birthday we are going to Bangkok next Monday wor.. hehe... So excited le.. dunno whether does he feel the way not... i did prepared some surprises for him... ermm but for this time i cant revealed out yet.. hehe... as it suppose to be a surprise lo..

Back In Blogging

2007-09-21T21:53:00.000+08:00

Hi Pals, I am back in blogging this month... September is my birthday month.... haha... i am really very happy that my frenz still remember my birthdae... thanks for the treats, gals....i really very happy that we still can chit chat juz like before..thanks for reaccepting me again... and sorry i didnt kwn that all of u will be counting down for me... and yet go for movie with Lawrence... btw Sze hope u did enjoy ur trip over there... hehe... and thanks for helpng me to buy the polo t...

This month i only receive 2 presents... one is from my Lao Po, Linda...She bought me a displayed set of SHE figuring.. and also a giangatic calculator... haha... i can used it for my presentation during roadshow le... woahhaha.. and one is from my Dear Dear.... lolx... guess wat surprises he gave me?? I met him at cineleisure for a movie: No Reservation... at first tot wont get any presents from him... but to my surprise he get me 3 Eeyore... hehe... very cutie stuff... perhap in his eyes i'm still a child ba.... this is not the only present he gave me... when reach home, still have flowers and ice cream cake... hehe... i am really very touched that he done all these stuff for me....

Now wonder what to get for him on his birthdae... did tot of some ideas le... hehe... gotta keep it a secret... cant reveal yet....

Haix... now left only a few more months to end december... my aim for QC this year seems so near but yet dunnoe whether can achieve ant... tell u wat... i currently using a BWL facial product... hehe... to me the effect is still okay... but my poor Lao Po... gotta irritation and allergy to skin... sorry to Huie i didnt take up any product from u... hope u wont be pissed off... hehe...

Financial Planning is best to start when young... as accumulate smaller amount thruout a long term period is always easier than accumulate bigger amount thruout a short term period... hehe...

2007-08-23T11:48:00.000+08:00

woah this month spend alot of $$$ on my medical fees sad... sad... I did a CT scan on my brain on Monday (20th) which costs me 330 bucks wor... haix.. i got my result on Tuesday (21st) morning... Luckily the result out isnt anything wrong wor... is just some infection on my nose wor... that caused the headache...

This week i had a roadshow at Tampines MRT... Haix.. so far the response isnt that well sia so sad... No case closed... i really need to earn back my 330 bucks wor... haha... Today is the 5th month, i finally complete the 1st month gift lo... haha hope my Dear will like the gift lo...

Haha... i about to go off le wor... need to chop chop fast to go bath wor... need to go roadshow wor...

Trouble!!!

2007-08-18T10:35:00.000+08:00

i have been having headache for nearly a week le... dunnoe what really happen to my dam stupid brain... Haix... Doctor Suspect is Dengue Fever... Whereby i done a blood test on Monday and the result obtain on Tuesday... Luckily was non positive... Even though so.. my headache still persistence on. Doctor say if Monday the headache still on... I need to do a brain Kit Scan... to check whether is there any tumour ant... OMG... how can this stupid stuff happen on me??? What Bad stuff did i ever do??? To have this kind of treatment happen to me???

Frankly speakin.. i am really very scare, hope that this surely wont happen to me... Although i pretend to be nothing happen but the pain of my head is really undescribable... I cant imagine if i no longer around... what will happen to my family?? perhaps there is some ppl will be more happy if i am no longer around.... Who will there to miss me and think of me???

Woah... time really passes very fast wor.. my birthdae is coming already... i wonder is there still chance for me to celebrate my birthdae?? what if is really some bad tissue in my brain?? do i still have the $$$ to spend on my treatment??? dun say about celebrating my birthday....

Enough of all this issue le... i really feel kinda of lonely... without my peers even though my Dear is there.. but somehow or rather i still feel empty... is like a jigsaw puzzle sort of certain pieces wor... Anyway a reminder for those who have read my blog... Do treasure those ppl ard u... and also most important is ur health... which is something that $$ cant afford to buy....

Cheers...

2007-08-07T11:37:00.001+08:00

wow so long never update my blog le...life recently isnt getting any better lo...job scope isnt getting on well.. woah so stressful sia.. Life is so boring as everyday keep on workin and workin... lolx.. no enjoyment... How i wished i can go for a holiday... Perhap to a short genting or kuala lumpur lo...

Recently i had watched serveral movies lo.. The "Secret" By Jay Chou... the movie is about about a romance story on the love @ 1st sight... hehe... the storyline is nt the normal one but the ending is something very special one.. Woah.. i like guys who know how to play piano wor.. hehe... So cool man... this remind me of a guy i like when i was in Polytechnic... Whom they say Jay Chou Alike.. hehe...Another movie is "The Simpson Movie".. this movie is a comedy lo... a cartoonist lo... the storyline no need to say more le...

Anyway i think i better end here... continue again next time... Rocks man... May god bless!!!

2007-07-30T12:58:00.000+08:00

Firstly i wanna CONGRATS to my best frenz, Vivienne that she have been selected for the finalist for the New Face... No worries that you will be able to make it de... anyway this is not ur first time le ma... with your previous experience in the Ford Model...

Haix... Yesterdae is the Last Day of my roadshow at the bishan interchange... the sales there was pretty good for me le... at least i got cases in.. hehe... manage to close a few cases there... although boon lay show was also quite good.. I really need to say Thanks You to my Dear about the present that he bought for me... He bought a new design of the Destinee Series which costs $1.2k.. Which symbolise the progression of a relationship... I really like it alot... Even though u r a Miser... Hehe... but i am really touched that you willingly to spend this big amount on me... Thanks for everything that you have done for me...

Wow so long never have a break le wor... can go for a short holidae... maybe got to wait till September le wor...during my birthday lo... i need to have a break le really or else i am going to freak out sia... and ya one thing Dear dont give yourself too much stress... i kwn u wanted to work hard to have a better future lo... but one thing most important is that you must be happy..

Unpredictable !!!!

2007-07-13T15:46:00.000+08:00

Hi Pals, is another sick day for me... been rotting at home still waiting for the time to arrive for me to start working... Haix... Recently been very down to luck.. whatever i do doesnt seems to be right le... Frenz start to be unhappy with me and even my 2 best frenz also now dont really wanna talk to me le... So sad sia... one of them angry of me cos of the copycat issue again... another one unhappy with me due to some unkown reasons... is it true that once u have one precious thing, u will tend to lost another precious thing? why cant people have best of 2 worlds???

Sales recently been very down also... no matter how much effort i put in... the result still doesnt seem to come in... was it because of my luck problem??? rite now even frenz also dun even wanna support me... haix... is it because i not trustworthy enough??? or is it because what i kwn as frenz is not really my frenz??? they rather support others than me??? haix... maybe what they think is that they dun wanna me earn money out of their case.... but which in fact i dun really earn much... sometime i think if i still continue workin in my related line... my story wont be so interesting le... and mayb my frenzship wont turn out to be like this sucking situation...

Relationship rite now doesnt really give me any problem... but is still the same old issue lo... he treat career more importantly... but sometime i find out very contridicting... as in i wished my loved one to be an ambitious person... but yet rite now i am conplainin that he doesnt have time to spend with me... ermm... perhap i am demanding too much le... i know that he been trying hard to establish his career and yet due to my health condition sometime he need to delay his appointment to take care of me... in fact i am really very lucky to find him lo... as he will be there to Pei me when i am down...

Ermm... i really very worried that my fever have been persistent for so many days le.. On and Off de... haix... i scare that i will kenna dengue fever or even worst leukemia... hope is that i think too much le ba... But is true that life is very unpredictable... when you are contented with what u have that very moment... the Death God will just take your life away... Haix...

Hope everything will turn out to be good lo.. and my sales will generally come in eventually... if by this year i never hit my goal.. i might leave this industry le.. take care my pals... is the end of my entry le...

Working Lifestyle...

2007-06-18T13:48:00.000+08:00

Recently very busy in my workload...although i very busy with my many appointments... but my buddy Linda and me are very disappointed with our closing ratio... And why some others ppl can close alot of cases in 2 weeks time? Somehow or rather i find it not fair and the senoir say that Amount of Hardwork + Skill is = Closing Ratio.... but somehow i think that this isnt the thing.... Is just like 30% Luck + 40% Hardwork + 30% Skill = Closing Ratio... Luck in this line is also kinda important... as something if ur lady luck isnt be with u... no matter how hardworkin u r also no result...

Time really passes very fast.. I am already 1.4 months in this industry le... i started to feel tired in this line le... as everyday have endless work stuff to do... and also feel that ever after i been in this line... me and my best frenz have been not really in a good term le... haix... is it there isnt a balance luck in everything???? So long never really go out to enjoy with my frenz le... i really missed the times whereby we go ktv.. movie... and eat together... gossip gossip and gossip...

Of cause i am not going to quit this line.. i still want to continue in this industry.. and maybe in next year... i will want to go back study le... so now must really start some basic saving le.. so gotta to cut dwn alot of things le... hehe...

So Sad!!!!

2007-06-01T11:00:00.000+08:00

Recently i think i am really dwn to luck wor... watever appointments that i went didnt really turn to be a gd result wor... haix.. sad sad.. dunno whether is it really matter that when ur love luck is gd, ur career luck went dwn... Perhap it doesnt really go in that way that the amount of hard wrk u put in, u will get to c wat kind of result... Luck also matter anyway...

I really wanted to have a balance out lifestyle... But i think there isnt two side of best world ba...normally when u have one thin.. u will indirectly lost another thing... Time really passes very fast wor... Sweetheart and me have been together for 2 months plus le... but it seems like we been together for very long... haha... isit my illusion??? or mayb both of us are to naive le.. SweetHeart keep on askin me when we gettin married...he wanted to get married at 26 yrs old... i am Happy although but it indirectly placin stress on me too... so far i haven really think so far yet... is not that he isnt good enough is juz tt i dun like empty promises... wat for think till so far when ur present is still uncertain?? i am those kind of person who Happy Go Lucky de... dun really wish to think so much.. will only add misery to urself...

Although Sweetheart is nt a romantic person but last Sunday he promise to go with me to the fun fair at Woodsland there... but in the end because of an appointment, he decided to let me dwn... treat wrk more impt than me... and indeed he did do sumthin to pu chang me.... hehe... and it is his 1st time to buy flowers for me... My Fav WHITE LILIES... hehe... i feel kinda touched especially when he say sorry, his eyes is watery de... as if wanna burst to tears le.. after SundAE, we argue again on tues.. He told me that he will went back late as his frenz birthdae... but in the end he didnt even go hm wor.. he told me his hp low batt sia... but he didnt even bother to use his frenz phone msg me or frenz phone to call me... this made me really doubting whether am i really impt to him... I nearly wanted t break up with him as i feel tired after subsequence de arguement... Both of us are stubborn ppl... tt's why we always have disagreement over certain issue... and furthermore he is a male charvenist lo... who want a xiao niu ren...but in fact, i cant be one as career is equal impt to me too.. hehe...

SweetHeart... I hope that we can wrk hard together to build a better future for both of us... and i will try to becum a better me.. and i hope u will too...

HiHi

2007-05-29T00:19:00.000+08:00

Back in bloggin again.. return frm my Bangkok trip le.. hehe... the trip is 5 days 4 nites... is kinda short sia in fact.. lolx... actually after this trip then i realise something... i really really misses my Dear wor... hehe... dunnoe why although we been together for only 2 months... but he some sort becum part of my life le... perhap i am too naive le ba... frankly i really very scare that he is out there to lay me out too... although he dun seem like one...however guys tend to change easily... especially out there so many temptation... hehe...

To my Dear (just in case u read my blog)... there's some words that i cant tell u personally... I am really very happy to find u in this life... although i am not a good gf... whom always bully and vent my anger on u... but i will try my very best to control my temper... hehe... although we dunno how long we will be together.. but let us treasure every moment we spent together.. i am never feel so Xin Fu in my past relationship.. Thanks for appearin in my life..

Haix... frm the previous entry u can see that i have some arguement with Vivienne... Somehow or rather find that is kinda not worth it to argue anymore... perhap there's some action that i did which annoy her or her other partner... but come on la.. we are adult le...we shld behave like adults ma... if u not happy with me in the future... just tell me directly... dun use this internet to vent or express ur feelin... even though this is ur online dairy...u have the freedom to do watever u wan.... So let's us stop all these stuff k? Dun waste our 6 yrs frenzship...

I shall stop my entry here and go back to do the present that i own my Dear since our 1st month on 23rd April...hehe...

Saddish Mood

2007-05-11T12:45:00.000+08:00

Yo Pals, Back in bloggin again... todae my mood was suppose to be happy one as is my off day after 4 continous days at Tampines Roadshow... This time round the roadshow was not a very good result for Linda and Me... But we still at least close 1 case with $$ taken and another 1 case is just paper close lo... Haix... Perhap after my bangkok trip will be okay...

Now then i realise that best friends also cant really be trusted... in front of you they looked very nice to you... but yet behind your back they can say alot of bad things of you... and even wrote thru internet where all ppl can access to it... Haix.. why must be like that? Not happy of you can tell you out front de ma.. but i didnt do anythin wrong wat.. plus the name Vivian is not being Trademark.. Plus i only used it in my work, for biz purposes... and dun tell me that all outside ppl call Vivian is copy you la... My Fav Colour all along is Pink colour... but only sometime i tend to try out others colour whether it suit me ant.. Plus i do not like dirty green... I like Lime green(bright Colour)...This is also call copy cat? then you used pink colour stuff is copy me? Plus i just like to do research on the diff facial center and Spas outlet... of cos is ask u la... u so kwn hw to enjoy life... dun ask u ask whoever? if you really mind so much... then next time i dun ask you lo... tot that girls normally exchange tips on shoppin and beauty...I kwn i am not a pretty gal so i dun fit to be your frenz...

i think i better end my entry here lo... and may this may be a better month for me in my career and love life... Happy Bangkok trip on 18th May... Hehe...

Happy 1st Month!!!

2007-05-11T11:58:00.000+08:00

Here i am back in blogging again... hehe... before the end of April...i wanted to write another entry... this month is really a down period for me as everything seems to be so bad for me... Haix... kanna commission being crawl back... then company say got wat policy replacement stuff.. all these management stuff seems that prudential wanna eat my $$$ like that... i feel So FUCked Up lo.. I really feel like quittin wor.. From last year till now it seems like Prudential keep on giving me Problem... Not As if i earn alot wor.. Why cant things be more simplier? Wow time really flies when u and your loved ones are together... dunno why times always seems to pass so fast when Dear and me are together... Me and him are together for abt 1 month and 1 week le.. hehe... hope we can really last long enough for us to get married la... lolx.. am i day dreamin? frankly i really very happy that he have enter my life and generally becum part of my life le.. although he's nt gd lookin but he gt a golden heart... most impt is that he showered with patience and endless love... Woah... Sound so Er xin So Mushy...I might not be a very good girlfrenz... but thanks for giving me a chance to learn how to be one... hehe... Thanks pals.. for all the support given to me.. and also hope u enjoy readin my update.. take care my frenz...

blogging time

2007-04-09T12:18:00.000+08:00

Xuanny is back to blogging again... wow finally after 2 weeks without laptop... Sad man... LIFE is getting on well.. and juz to inform u ppl that i am attached le... my Dear now treat me very good... and i feel like a princess under his tender love and care... wow sound so mushy rite? but indeed this is the real feelin he gave me... Just a short paragraph to describe my Dear... He is one of my colleague in my company... Can consider my junior ba.. lolx...He's veri hardworking and i am sure that he can really earn big money if he can be more confident in himself...Although he's not very good lookin but he do have a decent face... i looked much more older than him wor.. sad sia... he's born in the month of oct... under the sign of scorpio...according to the stargrazer... my horoscope and his is very competible... i do hope so ba... anywae in relation is still up to individual to handle it with care and shower with love...perhap he's the one for me ba... is still too early to judge ba.. Is nt that i dun trust him but rather dun trust time...

We started off in the month of March... and till 9th of April... is already the 2.5 weeks of being together... and 5 more months is my birthdae le wor... and by then i will be 23 this yr... Haix sound so old sia... hehe.... As for this month April... I hope to close more cases as next month i wont in Singapore for 5 days... wow so fast leave him alone in Singapore rite? Anyway this trip is preplan long time ago... Of cos i do hope he can tagged along with me but then due to budget prob... he cant... Perhap next time ba.. maybe without my presence he will be able to work harder... this is juz my point of view ba.. and take it as a break for 2 of us lo... let him miss me more wor.. lolx...

k ba.. i think is enough for this entry le wor... will update my blog again soon.. perhap is durin the month of May le.. with photos taken...hehe...

Here I am...

2007-03-11T01:56:00.000+08:00

Xuanny is back in bloggin finally... Curious how come i am bloggin at this moment of time? Cause i am using my company laptop to do personal stuff sia... wow sound so bad right? hehe... Is been kinda long from my last entry wor... So sorry to keep u waiting for my updates le...

Time really passses kinda fast wor.. and now is already march of 2007 le... Ermm.. my new year resolution for this year will be to balance out my social life and also my career... It might sound hard lo... And of cause i really hope my 2 best frenz.. Sze and Vien will understand that i am really not gu yi to ignore them de... I really hope to spend time with them too... who willingly to wrk day and night? but right now de me.. is really no choice as i really need to earn my 30k this year before i can relax dwn... All i really wanted to say here to Sze is that i am really sorry that i caused our friendship to have a breakage... And i really very sorry that i caused her to have the feelin that i treat my work more important than her... In fact, maybe is true.. but i really dun mean it...

Sometime i really feel so P**** off as i really very sick and tired of the hide and seek games that Lester and Shawn is playing with me... Cant they simply be frenz with me even though we are impossible to be an item... Haix... And i didnt even blame anyone of them to lie and betray my trust... I really dunno who is really true to me and is it true that i need to get hurts before i can see thru someone? Although i may not be very experience in relationship but somehow or rather most of the guys is the same... they only treat the one they love good as for those fling is only just fling... Hard to believe right? The thing i learn during this period of time is that... dun ever say out anything so soon For Eg: Wont fall in love with ***** or Wont like this or Wont like that... Cause this really happen to me... Haix... I do mention that i wont like anyone in office as i wont want any Gong Shi Lian Qing... Lolx... Cause i have like someone in Prudential... But i didnt expect to have any Jie Gou between us... Cant really afford to be hurt or hurt someone again... OMG who can really advise me what to do?

Life Really Sucks!!!!

2006-12-16T17:31:00.000+08:00

Back In Bloggin again le.. Recently kinda busy sia... Rushing for my year end quota.. Still short of about 30k Production... Life in this line isnt easy as what i think...Is kinda lonely as most of ur frenz kwn that u r in this line they will siam u... even though ur colleague might nt be ur truthful frenz.. Luckily, Sze and Vien all along the way give me morale support la.. Feel kinda bad as i really got no time to spend with them.. Especially Sze... Luckily rite nw she gt her close frenz to Pei her le.. so Nid or dun Nid me also nt a matter to her le.. lolx... How i wish to find a Bf ASAP wor.. Sound Kinda Despo sia.. lolx...

Recently out alot of Goodies Movie... but i just got no time to watch.. furthermore.. there isnt anyone available to watch movie with me... Haiz.. So lonely sia... How i hope i can back to the past whereby can watch movie with Sze.. Er and Vien they all.. After so many things had happen... realised that all of us had change frm a Young Girl to a kinda mature Lady... lolx... So BHB hor!!! Each of us have individual things to work for and individual person to spend time with... As for me i only got time to spend in library to write this blog while waiting for my client to reach.. Sad Sia...

Dec to most of the ppl out there is a month whereby white season coming... As Christmas and after this Brand New Year of 2007 will arrive... however, Dec to me is a rather stressful and unlucky month... Kanna say by ppl de Ex gf as 3rd party... asked me nt to pester her boyfrenz.. but common lah.. the guy dun wan u le still got the cheek to say me who ask u dun have the ability to make him stay by urside..and plus i kwn him only after u 2 break off le k.. and he's the one who messed up with me de... Even though i like him.. yet i also kwn that decision still lies with him.. he wanna patch or be with me or stay single is still up to him to decise nt u or me.. hope u really understand this... another unhappy events is regardin about my work stuff... gotta complain by one of my client stating that i cheated him... WTF sia.. nt happy with me why dun directly say to me instead wrote letter to company to complain? so Small Gas de.. dun even give me a chance to explain wor.. haix.. Doctor only ma.. so big deal meh... 10k can kill ppl le ar? simply dun understand why ppl behave like that...

Really hope that all this unhappy events can over faster... i wanna have a happy feelin to welcome my 2007... hehe... Dunnoe what events will happen to me during next year...Let's all work hard together to build a better 2007... Yipee...

Confusion

2006-09-17T18:10:00.000+08:00

This Month is an interesting month for me as i have juz turned 22 this yr... haix.. getting older le wor... the celebration for this yr is kinda simple and low profile.. and i found out something as my pals are not as caring as b4 le.. perhaps i am over reacting.. is juz a feelin lo...

He juz broke up with his girl frenz le.. and i dont kwn whether to be overjoy or sad for him... Overjoy is because i might stand a chance to be wif him, sad is because pity him as he couldnt get the love he wanted... I hated him as he lied to me he's nt attached and create a false feeling that he and me can be together... I pity him as he couldnt even tell the difference between like as a frenz and lover... he told me b4 that he is kinda happy when he's with me... and he enjoy the moment he spend together... and he also did told me b4 that he wont let me be his passerby.. and he doesnt want to treat me as his past exs.. Wtf sia.. i really simply dunno wat i shld do nw... getting so confuse.. On 9th Sep, we spend half of the day together as is both of ours birthdae... So Qiao rite? that was the first time after we 1 month nv meet up le.. Sound like we r patohing rite? hehe... actualli b4 anything happen both of us can consider meet up every 2 a week... but till now everythin tend to be different le... How i hope the time can freeze and everything back to the same... That day consider kinda happy for me but only b4 i argue wif my best fren... and she said something which hurtz me alot..

Back to the happy stuff... On that day was also my audition day for the Superstar Contest... Haix.. but is a pity as i didnt manage to get to the 2nd round... haha... too bad as my singing.. they commented was too soft and my vocal was nt strong enough... maybe after i go for vocal training first then join again next yr ba.. keke.. Btw i am going to Thailand at the end of the month.. So excited wor.. Yipee... Can start a small biz le by taking stocks frm there and sold as consignment to the vendor downstair... Yea... Cool Man Rite? Aniwae i think i better stop here.. and continue to update the news regarding abt my biz.. Hope this time round wont be in the library again le.. haha!!!!

A lonely dae for me..

2006-08-19T17:55:00.000+08:00

yo pals.. guess what? i am now in national library alone using the muti media to update my blog again? hehe.. sorry to take such a long time to update once... hope u all wont be pissed off ba... since the last entry till now is already 2 months le ba... i wonder how's u gals gettin on now?

As usual i am busily doing roadshow and making appointment... but of cos i do have time to catch up wif Vien, Sze and some of my gd pals.. hehe... recently one of my partner has left my company.. and left me alone in the company to die.. i found it abit pity as we have develop a Mo Qi to tag team... perhap is time for me to be more independent le ba... as her Manulife's manager is rite... we got to learn how to fly on our own.. we cant depend on each other too much...

These 2 months got alot of things happen in my circle of frenz.. Below are some of the messages whereby i wish to tell my frenz...

To vien: "i know that u still like Ray rite? why nt give yourself and him a chance to prove that there's true love exist.. dun give up so easily la.. unless u tell me that he dun deserve ur love then in that case i gt no comment le... of cos i still hope u to be happy la.. dun end up like me getting yourself hurtz.. no matter in relations or one sided love..."

To Shin: " Long distant relationship is always veri Ke lian... Juz treat this as a test for your relationship... Girl trust me.. if both of u survive thru this 3/4 yrs... i can bet that both of u will have a happy ending... so dun be sad la.. u still gt us ma... "

To Sze: "Dun always treat ppl for granted la... if a person treat u well.. sometime also muz treat him/her good ma... hehe... u shld kwn wat am i talking abt ba.. i dun mean anything wor...of cos all the best tio ur studies..."

To Myself: "dun be so stupid in outting all ur minds and feelin towards that idiot guy... he 's such an idiot guy... anyway he's too good for u le... dun expect to get any return from him as his surrounding muz be alot of girls de la... so wat 4 waste ur time and youth on him... Beside he's still a young chap... of cos will find someone who is more compatible wif him ma.. u le.. juz a normal girl who is fat and ugly... better wake up la.. go concentrate on ur career la.. Money wont run away if u earn them... Guys will run away and dump u like rubbish... So wat 4 keep guy? Keep $$$ better...

For your information... That idiot guy refer to Shawn Poh Ting Feng... He's the guy whom i kwn frm IMM de...the 1st impression he gave me... is tt he resemble Sky ( a guy who i like alot in the past).. of cos he's taller than him and fatter than him abit.. hehe... generally i started to msg him after my last day roadshow at IMM on the 2nd of July... (cool man... i still can rmb the date)... and we started to meet up on the 3rd of july.. he came and find me for dinner... and on the 4th of july also the same... our third outing was on the 9th of july.. we went for a movie with his frenz.. and tt was the 1st time we hold hands.. ermm dun be mistaken we are still nt a couple yet wor.. until now we are still frenz onli... even though he say he treat me as more than normal frenz..(Hao Peng You).. He say he doesn wan to treat me as a play play Gf... if he wanna start a relationship in the future he wans a serious one... he say he wanna kwn me more b4 we commit in a relationship...And he also say tt he nv anyhow hold other ppl's... and he also dunno why he juz feel like holding my hand and dun wish to let go... (I realli dunno whether to believe nt le!!!)

Haix.. But com on la.. where gt every couple kwn each other veri well already then start a relation de? every one start off wif good feelin then throughout the days then can kwn each other de true face ma... Perhap this is an excuse for him to reject me.. and i kwn recently his exam is comin and i can understand the kind of stress he's facing with nw... tt's why i decided to give him up and leave him alone.. plan to throw the feelin away and let us remain as frenz forever ba... mayb this is a better way out for me...

I'm Back

2006-06-12T15:52:00.000+08:00

Haix.. being such a long time tt i nv write my blog le. due to my stupid computer lo... break dwn again... juz repair it nt long ago... juz after CHINESE NEW YEAR and nw is spoilt again. Dunno is it a sign to ask me change a new PC or purposely dont want me to use... Recently busy with my work due to roadshows... haha but hw cum will i be here updating my blog le? hehe.. Cos i am eating snake here @ the library using their multi media com.. lolx..

frankly speakin i realli doesnt kwn wat to write nw as my mind is in a complete blank.. and most of my brain cell are filled with works and play.. haha.. juz to let those friends who are abroad nw.. that i am still single.. which i think are suitable for me nw as i really very carefree nw and dun hope to have myself commited in a relationship... even though i do have guys whu i like.. simply dunno who can i trust and rely on... i do kwn that gt 2 guys who are caring towards me and they do shower me with love and concern... 1 of them is the one i like (lolx).. sometime it really puzzle me cause i really dunno wat's the feelin of liking somebody and fallin in love with somebody... all the guys to me are either friends or fling... hehe.. is this a good or a bad thing?

tell u guys something... i have an idea which is to start a small small biz for kiddy's rides... whereby i have some Lobang from 1 of my client... and i planned to let my father to take care of the stall for me... and this stall will be located at East Coast Park (ECP)... lolx... wow but of cos this plan got to take time la.. have to plan it carefully.. Generaly hope this BIZ plan will be a success.. Me and Sze will be the shareholder of the BIZ... hehe... by end of this year, hope the plan will work..

Before i end... juz wanna ask those friends who are abroad to take care and rmb wor to leave a tag for me at least let me kwn tt u come and view my page b4 ma.. hehe... Last but not least... miss u guys and i think me better got back to work le.. haha...

2006-04-09T01:19:00.000+08:00

I am back again in Blogging... Monday i juz attended the Prudential No.1 Bash party.. hehe.. Is a kind of celebration my company organise as we take over AIA last yr, 2005 as Number 1.. lolx... so Happy wor.. took alot of Picture on that day... so Zhi Lian hor me.. haha... i had a great night that dae...

Haix.. i failed my HI exam again yesterdae.. Wow this is the 4th time i failed again wor... sad sad.. dunnoe wat happen to my study wor... maybe i really gt a problem understanding the question ba.. Or is it i am fated not to be an adviser? haix... so demoralised le me... Beside this my production doesnt realli seem to be coming in le... all is like future cases de wor... haix.. i think i really nid to go and find more cases le.. arbo i cant fulfilled my target as a Premier Adviser le... OMG who can help me? Feelin so stress up and tense up wor.. Shld i really give up on this target? and onli aim for a Starclub?

I really think i like a guy call J now? haix.. hw? we two doesnt realli kwn each other veri well.. and instead we onli communicate thru sms... which causes my msg bombarde this month... lolx... juz feel veri funni cos gt such feelin once i msg him i cant control wor.. he also have the same kind of feelin... perhap this is fated ba... lolx... or is this juz an crush? in the previous post i did mention tt i like a guy in my agency gt gf le rite? now he and tt girl break up le.. funni dnno due to wat reason wor.. maybe he 's juz as wat my frenz say ba... a flirt guy whu tend to like alot of girls de.. Who on the earth can tell me tt there's a gd guy out there? sob sob...

Enough of my long winded entry le wor... me gotta end here le.. and go watch my da chang jin le... hehe...

2006-04-03T14:53:00.000+08:00

So long nv update my entry le... life as usual for me is busy lo... everydae going for appointment and everydae going for roadshow... last whole week i was having roadshow at Hougang... didnt manage to close any cases.. sad sia... me veri slow in my production dunno wat 's happening to me le... isit because i am nt hardworking enough? or is it my skill nt enough? gettin more and more anxious abt my income wor... cuming in kinda slow wor... if this carries on.. i really wonder i have to eat grass le wor... he he... So frm this week onwards i must be veri hardworkin... to close mani cases as possible...

for me love life for me is getting more and moe interesting wor... i think i am in love wif a guy wor... and moreover he turn out to be my prospect le... aniwae i think me and him is impossible de ba... i cant turn him to be my client le... cos he seem to be contented wif watever he has.. realli wonder how can a person have enough wif onli one type of policy which is life insurance? the sum assured is nt even 50k.. realli puzzled me off as why ppl intead of buying insurance and they tend to buy watever they dun nid? haix...

Sometimes i really wonder when can i find my potential bf? hw come some of my frenz can find one so easily whereas me i cant? to me nw i think i nid someone who can be my companion ba.. and no nid commitment de... haha... juz a guy who can share my happiness and worries... hehe... I think i better stop bloggin here...

2006-03-15T12:32:00.000+08:00

yo man... i am back in bloggin again after so mani days have passed... Life for me these few days is gettin nt bad.. but then haven realli close any much cases yet.. when on earth can i reach my Premeir adviser? Wow where on earth i can get my 250 k? haix.. Do i realli have the ability to do it ma? i realli nw doubting myself... Even though is realli the belief i have in myself...

I finally clear the misunderstandin i had wif my frenz le... hehe... U kwn wat my ex and his gf had break up le... reason for their break off is because tt girl patch up wif her ex... wow sound complicated wor... anyway he is gettin fine nw... even though he say he wanna commit sucide.. in the end also dun have the courage to die ba... realli Happi that Sky had found a new gf after so long of searchin... hope he can really treasure this girl of his... dun let tt girl heart broken again... wow getting more and more naggy le me.. when on earth can i stop the naggy character?

U kwn i am in love wif sumone le wor... haix.. but i kwn me and him is impossible de cos he wont like me de.. He shld like another frenz of mine...cos he veri close wif her... He is frm my agency de but his manager and my manager is like enemies lo... hehe... dun kwn wat really happen between them.. My frenz kwn whu he likes but she dun tell me whu's tt girl... aniwae muz be sumone veri outstandin de... pretty plus gt inner beauty... I think i better stp here le.. or else i will get more and more naggy le.. lolx..

2006-02-27T23:13:00.000+08:00

Friends meant wat to me now? i really dun really know le... At first tot ur best frenz shld be those types who support u no matter wat instead of pouring u cold water or ask u nt to pester them? Sumtime i really dun understand why some ppl like to misunderstand my intention? Is it because i cant really express myself well or is it because whoever i treat them as gd frenz in the past was actually onli my own wishful idea to treat them as gd frenz? haha sumtime find myself kinda funny wor cos juz find myself like a clown or shld say an empty shell without a soul... lolx...perhap io shld really let myself isolated for a while and concentrate with my career path...

recently gettin veri irritated or shld say veri lack of confidence le... cos even my close frenz asked me nt to pester her? haix... i of cos gt my reason to ask her sister to invest but she nv even give me any chance to explain... If her sister nv do investment... her cpf account will definately be wipe out de to pay 4 her house loan.. and her future salary deduction will used to pay directly to the loan... so onli after she pay all her loan le then her account will start accumulate... And wat if she was out of job one day b4 her loan was clear? she gt to pay by cash le... That is why i asked her to do investment wif me so at least some of her money was in the investment and will nt be wipe out... But my this intention she simply dun get it... maybe to them i only eye for their money ba... Common la.. even if they do investment... i also dun get much Commision out of tt...

Perhap life nw for me is onli working.. workin... and of cos continue wif my tuition assignment lo.. haiz... my relationship nw also veri empty wor.. still waiting for the right guy to appear... who will tt guy be? aniwae i shall write my blog till here...

2006-02-18T00:15:00.000+08:00

Todae is another sad day for me as i failed my HI test again le.. Haix.. Why everytime i need to take 3 times then i can pass? Hope by next week i can pass the Hi test arbo i realli cant sell any Health Insurance by next week Roadshow....

So far break up with him is already one week le... although is juz one week gone, but He already gt himself a new gf le... Haha... I really veri surprised to know this as he told me tt... @ first tot can be back with him again and yet now i really no need to think of tt le.. haha... Perhap this is better for me and him ba... Cos no matter wat maybe they are both compatible with each other as Malay Shld goes with Malay... Is nt because i look dwn on Malay but is juz tt there's realli alot of problems occur between us... Although now i kwn is my fault for nt committing to him.. Maybe this causes him to be disappointed wif me and tired of our arguement le... Now juz hope that he can be happy wif this current gf he had... And i am really Sorry for watever i did b4 to cause him to lost the feelin he had for me... No matter wat... I really nv regret to be his gf b4 and hope he can stay as Happy as whu i kwn him... The disturbing guy @ Power Seraya...

And for the time being.. what i wanna do now is to pursue my career and of cos relation got to leave to fate ba... lolx... And ya to Alvin and to Weiqiang... really veri Happy for u all to be so supportive.. and of cos to all my frenz, dun worry i am okay now.. cant always look backward but muz pursue wat is in the future..

2006-02-13T23:52:00.000+08:00

after so long nv update my blog since last month... recently alot of things happen... haix.. ever since when he worked at River Ang Bao... the attitude he gave me has been change... Haix.. And till now i have break up wif him le... Even though i dun wish to... but perhap break up is the best resolution for me and him ba... sad sad... Why must he treat me like tt? He say tt he cant stand me anymore le... Plus he doesnt have tt kind of special feelin 4 me anymore... Why Muz this happen.. when i started to commit to him and yet he wanna break up wif me... Do i really too slow? Sometimes i really wonder do we still have a chance to get back together? I really like him alot now... and i am kinda nt used to the life without ppl to tease me and control me...

I really long him back again... but of cos this might be impossible cos perhap he really hate me to core le ba... haix... Wat can i do to gain his forgiveness? and Wat can i do to let him fall in love wif me again? No matter wat i really will change myself as long as he back to my life again... Really Miss him wor...

Life now without him of cos is empty.. but then my career nw is starting to build up... which in the sense is good..Without him ard me is juz like an empty shell without a soul..Last Sat i juz close a case which is yearly Premium de.. So Happi Wor... lolx.. Even though Happi but tml is an empty day wor.. initially tot can spend the day with him and yet in the end i still have to spend tt dae alone...

I think i better blog till here arbo i will be writing never ending le... Nite nite to u all Plus Happy Valentine Dae...

2006-01-30T23:38:00.000+08:00

Happy Chinese New Year to Everyone... Todae is the 2nd day of the Chinese New Year.. wow so fast one brand new year have come..... Recently busi doing house cleaning...

This new year to me is nothin special as this year my Ang Bao collection is so little till so pathetic... haix... beside this new year i had been kinda unhappy as my bf had been veri cold towards me... sad sad.. dunnoe what had happen to him.. Does he found a new gf? or did i do anything wrong to make him angry or make him feel disappointed in me? i really found out that i had been veri in Love wif him wor.. how? is this a good thing? cos i believe that if we both party are serious with each other... we gotta face alot of problems together and had to face them together... and not ignoring each other or trying to torture each other... Perhap this time my Chinese New Year will be the break up day for me and him.. but of cos i dun wish to la.. as i really wanna spend my Valentine Days with him...

Anyway Pals.. thanks for spending the time readin my Blog... and All the best to u in the brand New Year... Miss ya Pals..

2006-01-21T19:28:00.000+08:00

Another cold day again as today have rained for almost half a day... Today is another sick day for me... Haix... feelin kinda empty as my bf cant stay wif me when i'm sick.. sob.. sob cos he need to work sia... Recently keep on have quarrel with him... sad sad... cos he always unhappy wif me when i nv msg him no matter when i reach hm... beside he kinda unhappy when i go out wif guys alone too... wat to do? last wednesday i went to MOS.. the pub is very big... and gt alot of ang Mos... hahah..frankly i think i really in love wif him le.. and i realy hope to undergo a serious relationship wif him... But i kwns if we realli be together we sure face alot of problems de.. cos both parents objected us.. Haix...

Beside that i really cant stand him being so xiao qi juz like a small kid like tt.. nid me to coax him and sayang him like tt... ermm feelin so useless sia..hw cum i always make him unahppy? and why shld we always quarrel over such little stuff... anyway me will blog till the end of here... Saddish..

2006-01-16T12:11:00.000+08:00

Dear all reader... i am finally back in Blogging again... so many weeks have passed and i have experience kinda alot of things le... On the 9th of Jan, I have finally passed my 4th time attempt of M9... OMG i really veri lousy as i require so many times to pass my test... Haix... And on the 11th Jan, I attended the Agency Event of GNK organisation in the Morning... through this event i get to kwn alot of ppl le... haha.... and most of them are veri chatty especially my Shi Xiong.. Chen Han Wei... haha... he treated me quite good and like to suan me de... haha... but of cos i kwn tt watever he say is good for me la... but then he's really kinda cute and good lookin wor...hey Vivian wat are u thinkin abt nw? haha u are nw attached de wor.. cannot be so flirt le... lolx...

Talking about this i am kinda worried abt when i am totally into this line, i couldnt afford the time out to meet my Bf le... tt's why he dun really veri supportive to my career.. sob sob... he scare tt i get veri close wif other guys and being eat Toufu... haha.. beside this he also worried abt i might change into a materialistic girl... but i am here to tell him tt i wont lo... if i will in the 1st place i wont choose to be wif him le... rite? Frankly who will kwn wat will happen in the future... i might found a better guy than him... lolx... To me i really Happy to have him by my side... even though we are of different races but then he treated me quite good wor... kinda possessive lo... but he's the only bf i had who really care for me...and i noe in his heart i do stay a part...

2006-01-05T11:35:00.000+08:00

wow i'm finally back in blogging after my last entry in 24th of Dec (Christmas Eve)... And this is my 1st entry in the brand new 2006 yr... everythin to me now is a brand New start for me... lolx.. A New Rotting Life.. Before i Start My Insurance Line Gotta Charge more energy le then can worked harder ma.. Crap Rite? on the 3rd day of The new Yr.. I flung My M9 exam again for the 3rd time... wow Kaoz rite? Juz simply dun understand why i Keep on Failin... Feelin kinda bad as I am Wasting James' $$$... Hereby say Sorry to U James... I am Not Gu yI de... perhap i'm juz too poor in the theory part.. But Dun worry i will try my very very Best In the Next round (4th Time) on the 9th Of Jan... Next coming Monday... So excited and Anxious..

Life For me So Far is Not Bad... Only simply dun understand Why Alvin get so pissed off when i nv reply his Sms... But Come On La.. sometime i'm juz too busy so forgotten to reply... anything wrong with tt? But then If he gt any serious or Important stuff nid to tell me.. Why Cant He call me instead of Flooding My Msg and Scold All those ad Words? As IF i really did somthing wrong like tt... And Ya for Alvin if u get to read this... Please La... For Yuwei And Sky they wont flood my msg like tt de lo... and if i nv reply their msg they also wont scold me bad words de... So childish stuff u also can do... How u kwn wat ever msg they msg me i will reply le? Pls la... If i realli dam Busy Even My best Frenz msg i also nv reply de wor.. And y they can understand and nt u le? Ps: Not All Ppl Are like u so free de wor... I gt my Stuff to do... Sorry to say tt... cos u really get me off my nerves le.. Nv ever came across any ppl so childish like u.... Ppl good intention u treat it as if i am going to harm u... forget to tell u I am now attach le.. But my boyfrenz is neither Yuwei Or Sky... the reason why i nv choose u to be my boyfrenz cos u realli freak me Out... Actualli tot Of giving Us a chance de But then u spoilt the chance le as i now then kwn ur true identity... And Hope u can realli change ur attitude lo.. Perhap Ur Ex left u is Because of Ur possessiveness...Understand...

Aniwae Hope Everything Goes Well For u and For me too... Wish u all the best in the brand 2006 yr... And also to all my pals out there.. A HAPPY 2006 TO U... GOD BLESS...

2005-12-24T15:24:00.000+08:00

After so many days, i finally back in Blogging le wor.. yesterdae my last day of work in the Yokogawa... Ermm kinda abit unbearin le.. Quek and the rest treated me to the Laguna Country Club... Abit Paiseh cos caused them to waste money to treat me eat...I enjoyed the meal very much and the food there was kinda tasty furthermore the Astmosphere was kinda classic and romantic... Me later goin out to watch movie with Alvin... The 1st time meetin after kwnin each other thru Friendster frm Michelle's Link... We meet each other at ard 5.30 pm at Suntec city b4 collectin our Chronicles of Narnia movie ticket...

The mOvie was Kinda an interesting one.. Kinda Magical and the effect was great... It was quite a worthwhile movie to watch.. tml i will be going To Jb with My family members le.. haha first time outing with them out of Singapore... Feel myself quite useless as i can afford to treat them to go HK or maybe Japan... haix... but nvm i believe myself i shld be able to afford more oversea holidae for them in the future... lolx... 1st and foremost i must pass my M9 test paper on the 3rd of Jan 2006.. May 2006 will be a better yr for me..

Next i nid to write abt my feelin for Alvin and the rest of the guys who are sort of saying wanting to Woo me.. or Like me.. Frankly speakin, the one who i really love are the 2 person as below... Sky and Yw... although i kwn that me and them are impossible but yet i still cant forget them as they hold a kinda special place in my heart... as a Frenz i wish to be their side forever.. Basically beside i am not ready to be in a relationship yet nw.. and is nt all simply because of them... Perhap i still nid more space and time to think thru wat i really wan and who i can believe... haix.. To Alvin, i Kwn u treat me gd and i am really very sorry to make u feel miserable.. cos i cant be ur gf as this is nt fair for u... Hope u can understand... dun wanna make u to wait for me lo.. we still Be frenz 1st better.. wil be ur side when u nid Help... or when u feel dwn... do Think of Me ba...

2005-12-14T22:19:00.000+08:00

recently feelin very upset and confuse... yesterdae juz fail my M9 again.. wow feelin so depress le.. this is my 2nd test le... the aggregate seem so near but yet so far... haix.. nearly pass the test but simply no luck lo... or perhap i am fated to take it for 3 times then can pass... haix..

i felt so useless as i always got tired easily and these few weeks onli wrk a 2 or 3 days per week... wow OMG i am really going broke le... dunno whether to claim the leave or leave it unclaim... if i really claim those leave then i will be left nthing le... so dilemma sia... if dun claim like no veri gd le... haha maybe only claim a few off days ba... tml nid to go back wrk le... and next whole week muz go for wrk unless i gt retest... hehe.... this is a promise made to myself le... aniwae me going to extend my wrkin day... cos tot of using these few days to earn more... beside the wrkin time is so easy so no harm wrkin few more days... before i start my new job as a part time language teacher and insurance agent... still considerin i can manage to juggle wif 3 job at a time or maybe i shld give up my tuition job?

haha.. maybe in this case will be better for me as i have no time to involve in a relationship and no nid to get myself hurt again... recently my relationship wif yuwei gets sour... simply dun understand why or maybe i juz think too much le... to me i juz hope to be part of his life as years go dwn the road... even though i kwn he wont accept me but juz hope that he will still think of my existence when he's dwn... i dun mind to give a helpin hand for him and of cos i dun expect any return frm him... is juz my yi xiang qing yuan ba... Recently confusing as i dunno who to accept now... shld i choose someone whu love me or shld i choose the one i love... maybe i shld give myself a chance to start a relationship ba... among the 4 guys .. each have their gd points and ba points... but cum to think dunno whu can take it when their gf's heart dun realli belong to them 100 %.. common whu will 100% love someone at 1 time? i shld realli stop here and continue next time... c ya... and hope u enjoy readin my blog entry...

2005-12-09T13:12:00.000+08:00

Today is the most unlucky day for me... Late for my M9 exam and flung the paper... feelin kinda demoralise now... haix... thought i can pass this paper at one go... but never expect that i still cant escape the retaking fate... Saddish sia... and my next retest date will be on next tuesday... hope i can make it this time... realli hope to pass and officially be an insurance agent... Beside another Sad thing is that.. my frenz Rae tot i have cum between her and her Boyfrenz, Calvin... Comeon i couldnt fall in love wif him de as he simply too old for me le...and we doesnt have the kind of chemistry...

Gotta tell u that i have already agree to Faizal to be his girlfrenz... but now his attitude totally change le... becum kinda cold to me... haix.. also dunno wat he wans sia... perhap i shldnt say Yes to him ba... recently feel kinda lonely even though i try to keep myself occupied wit tons of works.. but i juz cant keep on thinkin about Yuwei... simply i dunno why le... i really nid him to be myside sia... i kwn is kinda abit unfair for Faizal but then i love Yuwei and of cos i do like Faizal but Love and Like is a two differnt matter... i do try to give myself and Faizal A chance but then now it seems like he totally give this chance up... as i found him too petty and simply he dun understand me... dunnoe wat i wan neither do i understand wat he wan... Perhap a companion ship instead of loving me... Is it so difficult to find te guy that u love and yet he love u too? i shld really break up wif Faizal fast as i really think it is wasting our time...

2005-12-04T22:25:00.000+08:00

todae is the most boring day i ever had in the whole week... actualli by rite i suppose to go out wif Faizal de but then due to my menstra so i gotta cancel off the date wif him... instead ofbeing understanding... he make a fuss out of it.. saying that i got lots of reason nt to meet him de... due to this argument it make me feel that he dun really understand me... and i simply cant stand ppl whu accuse me for doing things which i dun... haix... why cant any other guys like Yuwei understand me de? perhap i shldnt even consider Faizal to be my Boyfrenz lo... actually at 1st still tot of givin it a try and let Yuwei go.. as me and him are juz destinated to be Kor and Mei ba... so i simply dun change this status of ours... but basicalli i still hope we still can be gd frenz no matter wat happen...

Todae Yuwei came to my hse as he helped me to repair my Pc... and he helped me to assemble... so he stayed at my hse for a few hours... i kinda jealous of my sister... as she talked alot wif him... but comm on la.. Vivian, she's ur sister le... why shld u be jealous of her? and basically Yuwei onli treat her as his sister... juz like to disturb her.. and played wif her.. so i shldnt be so sensitive wif tt...

k la.. i think i shld stop bloggin here... and is time for me to sleep soon... haix.. feel kinda worried and excited wif my M9 this cuming fridae.. haix.. hope i can really pass it at one go... i nid to study extreme hard nowadays...wish myself luck ba... update wif ya again..

2005-12-01T23:26:00.000+08:00

Me back in blogging again.. now preparing to count dwn my remaining days in Power Seraya... haha... me finally free frm the job on the 23rd of Dec le... hehe.. cant wait for the special day to arrive.. lolx... although excited but now very stress as my next insurance paper, M9 is just a week later... and yet i haven finish studying.. wow kao men... todae James gave me a tuition on my M9... His girlfrenz also tag alone later... haha.. now c 2 of them together realli nt veri compatible le.. but wat to do as long as my Boss like can le la...

Ermm a few days nv msg Faizal le.. neither do he sms me nowadays ever since i cant meet him on Monday... haix.. wat to do i am really dam tired wat.. anyway forget it la since he is so petty and beside dun really trust him for likin me and dun trust him for treating me as his Dear... WTF sia.. perhap he's juz too borin le ba.. haix.. neither will i accept him as my Bf as we are really two poles apart le.. As 4 me and my Kor, we are still having the ai mei relationship lo.. haha todae he call and look for me callin me Qing Ai de.. wow i really veri shock but then i kwn he juz jokin nia la.. Otherwise he is dreamin lo.. hehe... But Watever the reason was, i still feel very Happi when he address me That...